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tuliptorn

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  1. tuliptorn
    Glad you chose AS.
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  3. tuliptorn

    I can't stop weeping. I thought a life without this dark, emotional pain was attainable for me, it does not feel that way right now.

    1. BrightSide

      BrightSide

       @tuliptorn im sorry your struggling, ill sit with you right where your at, so your not alone if you like? B 

    2. Houston

      Houston

      @tuliptorn 

      :( my heart hurts for you...

      sending my support your way.

      -Kim

       

    3. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      @BrightSide @Houstonthank you both your the support. It all helps. I am doing better today. Nighttime is when this feeling hits me most. 

  4. tuliptorn

    That was a hard session.

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    2. Enigma87

      Enigma87

      @tuliptorn I’m sorry you had a hard session. :( 💔 I totally understand... I left session today really emotional and had to take off time from working. I hope the day gets easier for you friend ❤️ :hug:Sitting with you and sending hugs

    3. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      I am trying my best to ignore my need to freak out. I'm so ashamed. So ashamed.

    4. Enigma87

      Enigma87

      Aw, I'm sorry... Please don't feel ashamed. Still sitting with you if okay? ❤️ :hug:

  5. tuliptorn

    So disappointed in myself. Disappointed and ugly.

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug:If ok?

      Is sure your not ugly at all, tulips are actually quite nice :)

      Sitting with you if ok?

    2. Enigma87

      Enigma87

      Aw friend :( I’m so sorry you are feeling this way about yourself. You are not ugly. I hope you can see the true beauty in yourself. Sitting with you ❤️ 

    3. samantha2009

      samantha2009

      :( sitting with you 

  6. tuliptorn

    My faith and hopes are gone. At this point I dont care if they even come back.

    1. fallenstar

      fallenstar

      sending you hugs. i know what that's like. hope it's a wave that has come and will pass quickly

  7. tuliptorn

    What you cant see

    tuliptorn commented on aperson's blog entry in Behind the Wall

    💜
  8. tuliptorn

    I am hiding behind video games to avoid being with myself. To avoid feeling my feelings, my body. My despair.

    Just because you can hear me, doesn't mean I'm not screaming.

    1. Enigma87

      Enigma87

      :( ❤️ Sending safe hugs if ok :hug:

  9. tuliptorn

    Pain.

    1. Enigma87

      Enigma87

      I’m sorry you’re in pain :( sitting with you if ok? ❤️

    2. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Sitting with you, Tulip. You are not alone. :hug: 

    3. BrightSide

      BrightSide

      Sitting with you if you like? Im sorry things are so painful...

  10. tuliptorn

    Nights sucks.

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug:If ok?

      I hear you nights do suck,  I've been awake most nights recently.

      Sitting with you if ok?

    3. Enigma87

      Enigma87

      I feel you on that. So much is going on in the world right now it can be so overwhelming :( I’m sorry you are feeling lonely and scared.

      I’m still here, sitting with you. Thank you for sitting with me too ❤️

      Sending safe hugs and peaceful vibes :hug:

    4. BrightSide

      BrightSide

      Sitting with you, I hope you get some rest. Sending calm and positive vibes. B

  11. tuliptorn

    Sleep hates me.

    1. Ian37

      Ian37

      Tulip Torn, I am so sorry to see that you have not been sleeping well and can relate even if only in general. I've not been sleeping well at all having way too much on my mind. I am still trying to rest a little all the same even without the actual sleep. Otherwise it can all become even more overwhelming. My sincere hope is that you are at least able to take a rest or two.

      ☘️

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Maybe try some sleep meditation see if that will help?

  12. tuliptorn
    tuliptorn started following Hello, it's my first day! and Short intro
  13. tuliptorn
    @Romani Welcome to AS! Sorry about the circumstances that bring you here, but glad you came to this supportive community. Again, welcome!
  14. tuliptorn

    I just want to sleep. Few hours tops. I dont think I can bear this much more.

    1. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Hoping some good, solid sleep comes your way.

      I know the added headache we go thru when sleep deprived. I wish that on no one.

      Hoping restful 😴 has even already found you? :hug:

    2. Capulet

      Capulet

      Sending you some hugs if okay, and some positivity!  Hope you got some rest. ❤️ 

  15. tuliptorn

    If I could just sleep through the night, I"d give all my Oreos to charity.

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs if ok?

      I'm sorry you can't sleep I've been having the same issue it's left me pretty sleepy.

    2. taco_lover

      taco_lover

      I'm sorry you're not sleeping right now. Safe hugs, if you want them? :hug:

  16. tuliptorn

    Why she believed me

    tuliptorn commented on teleah's blog entry in teleahstears

    I'm so sorry little Teleah was not cherished and protected. She so should have been and did not deserve to be ignored. ((((Teleah)))))
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