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About tuliptorn

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  • Birthday November 15

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  1. My faith and hopes are gone. At this point I dont care if they even come back.

    1. fallenstar


      sending you hugs. i know what that's like. hope it's a wave that has come and will pass quickly

  2. I am hiding behind video games to avoid being with myself. To avoid feeling my feelings, my body. My despair.

    Just because you can hear me, doesn't mean I'm not screaming.

    1. Enigma87


      :( ❤️ Sending safe hugs if ok :hug:

  3. Pain.

    1. Enigma87


      I’m sorry you’re in pain :( sitting with you if ok? ❤️

    2. MeBeMary


      Sitting with you, Tulip. You are not alone. :hug: 

    3. BrightSide


      Sitting with you if you like? Im sorry things are so painful...

  4. Nights sucks.

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    2. Free2Fly


      Safe hugs :hug:If ok?

      I hear you nights do suck,  I've been awake most nights recently.

      Sitting with you if ok?

    3. Enigma87


      I feel you on that. So much is going on in the world right now it can be so overwhelming :( I’m sorry you are feeling lonely and scared.

      I’m still here, sitting with you. Thank you for sitting with me too ❤️

      Sending safe hugs and peaceful vibes :hug:

    4. BrightSide


      Sitting with you, I hope you get some rest. Sending calm and positive vibes. B

  5. Sleep hates me.

    1. Ian37


      Tulip Torn, I am so sorry to see that you have not been sleeping well and can relate even if only in general. I've not been sleeping well at all having way too much on my mind. I am still trying to rest a little all the same even without the actual sleep. Otherwise it can all become even more overwhelming. My sincere hope is that you are at least able to take a rest or two.


    2. Free2Fly


      Maybe try some sleep meditation see if that will help?

  6. @Romani Welcome to AS! Sorry about the circumstances that bring you here, but glad you came to this supportive community. Again, welcome!
  7. I just want to sleep. Few hours tops. I dont think I can bear this much more.

    1. MeBeMary


      Hoping some good, solid sleep comes your way.

      I know the added headache we go thru when sleep deprived. I wish that on no one.

      Hoping restful 😴 has even already found you? :hug:

    2. Capulet


      Sending you some hugs if okay, and some positivity!  Hope you got some rest. ❤️ 

  8. If I could just sleep through the night, I"d give all my Oreos to charity.

    1. Free2Fly


      Safe hugs if ok?

      I'm sorry you can't sleep I've been having the same issue it's left me pretty sleepy.

    2. taco_lover


      I'm sorry you're not sleeping right now. Safe hugs, if you want them? :hug:

  9. tuliptorn

    Why she believed me

    I'm so sorry little Teleah was not cherished and protected. She so should have been and did not deserve to be ignored. ((((Teleah)))))
  10. Doing better atm. Thank you AS for the hugs and care. It really helps.

    1. BrightSide


      Glad your doing better ❤

    2. MeBeMary
  11. Why is it that when I need help the most no one is there? Do I just repel assistance, aid, help? What is the point of asking for it anymore? Its limited when its there. I've been doing the band aid, duct tape it together thing and its not working. I'm burnt out and highly frustrated!

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    2. taco_lover


      @tuliptorn I'm sorry you're struggling right now! Asking for help is exhausting, and it's even harder if the help is limited.
      I know it's very tiring. Hang in there, okay?
      I'm sitting with you for as long as you need, if you'd like? 💛

    3. samantha2009


      Oh no @tuliptorn I am so sorry you are hurting :( this is one of the worst feelings, I am heartbroken to hear you don’t get the support you need/ deserve 💔

      sitting with you 💜



    4. Poppy_


      Sitting with you and sending loads of support! I'm here if you need to talk :throb: You're not alone. I care. 

  12. I'm slipping. I don't know if I have the energy to panic about it anymore.

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    2. samantha2009


      :( sitting with you also



    3. Field8


      You are stronger than you know. Sitting with you.

    4. tuliptorn


      Thank you all. I have the hardest time during this part of the evening and into the night. Thank you for sitting with me


  13. Kinda down today. Anxious and lonesome.

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    2. Free2Fly


      Safe hugs :hug: If ok? & Sitting with too.

    3. tuliptorn


      @BrightSide, @taco_lover, @Free2Fly

      thank you and hugs for sitting with me. Today has started off better, but still very lonely. You concern helps a lot.

    4. Free2Fly


      Your welcome friend, hopefully stuff starts to get better soon. Still sitting with if needed.

  14. My head feels like its full of green jello.

    1. purge


      mine too... but i could not put the feeling into words...

    2. tuliptorn


      I'm sorry your head feels this way too @purge :comfort:

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