tuliptorn

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About tuliptorn

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    Every time a Tulip blooms angel get its wings
  • Birthday November 15

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    Survivor

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  1. tuliptorn started following Scared1
  2. tuliptorn started following Painnbroken
  3. tuliptorn started following Hawkgirl

  4. So alone. Why even have a voice? Why even have ears? 

    1. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      Sitting with you if okay and safe :hug:if okay 

  5. My cats have me under their paw. :blink:

    1. Hawkgirl

      Hawkgirl

      Lol yes, the joys of having pets.  My dog has me under his paw.  He's my sweetie boy.

    2. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      We are blessed in that respect. :flowers:

  6. Little one was so mad today. She scared me. 

    1. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Sitting with you. :hug: if ok.

    2. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      :hug: and sitting with you if that is okay

  7. I don't to leave home. Tired of feeling unsafe in this mean world. 

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      :console:

  8. Struggling with abdominal pain today. IBS, adhesions or body memories. It probably doesn't know either. Traitor. :angry:

    1. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      Couldn't even say that right. Mind and body are traitors. Ugh!:shrug:

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :hug: If okay?

      i have been in a deep sleep for hours &I at one point I was in between and the base of my feet hurt seriously bad... body betrayal...

    3. Dahliaa

      Dahliaa

      Hope you feel better soon! Safe :hug: 

  9. This is my first time reaching out for help

    tuliptorn replied to Redskinsgirl88's __defart_topic in Public: Welcome!

    @Redskinsgirl88 sorry about that trauma that brought you here, very glad you had the courage to come and share here. 🌷🌷🌷

  10. Hiding in crochet project today. 

  11. Better this morning. Grateful. 

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :hug: if okay? 

      Glad your doing better. :flowers:

    2. oceonwaves

      oceonwaves

      Glad you are better yesterday :throb::flowers::hug:

  12. Just got snapped at by a friend. I don't want to know anybody. Just hurt...

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if okay?

       

      well I am happy to sit with you in your safe fortress, why did they snap at you if you want to talk about it?

       

      i am doing okay thank you I have been a bit up and down have felt like I am slipping away from AS honestly.

       

      still I am trying to keep up being supportive to people. :) 

    3. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      I suggested that they might have to go back to step 1&2 in the 12 steps. She got madder.

      I think AS is a wonderful place. I noticed at times I ebb and go with the flow of it all. I have found great support here. I hope you stay.

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      I see , safe hugs :hug: 

      sorry they snapped at you.

      it is a wonderful place... I mean with my problems I wonder if I fit in or if it's acceptable for me to be here cause of some of the issues I have ... there not really survivor type things...

      i do intend to stay I just fade out from it and I want to be supportive but I always find my problems get me in trouble honestly.

       

      still sitting with you. :hug: 

  13. Joined 4 months ago, posting for the 1st time

    tuliptorn replied to Created2Thrive's __defart_topic in Public: Welcome!

    Glad you decided to share.

  14. I have to volunteer somewhere today and I don't want to go. Ive been triggered there, old memories haunt me there, but I gave my word. Just don't want to go

    1. fallenstar

      fallenstar

      I feel you, I'm sorry you are having a difficult time with this. :hug:

    2. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      how did it go?

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :hug: if okay?

      i have been in situations like that before it sucks.

  15. Hi there

    tuliptorn replied to nothingtoseehere's __defart_topic in Public: Welcome!

  16. Restless spirit today

  17. Why can payback taste more delicious?

  18. I am not okay with being invisible all the time. I am not okay being visible when I mess up or become a awkward fool. 

    Had to get that out.:hammer:

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :hug: if okay?

    2. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      Yes. Thank you Free :throb:

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Hope your doing okay today :)