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    Every time a Tulip blooms angel get its wings
  • Birthday November 15

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  1. It's like no one is taking this threat seriously. I'm gonna eat some spaghetti.

    1. snmls


      Spaghetti is always good. 

    2. tuliptorn


      🌷 It was. :)

  2. Hi @Adularia Welcome to AS! I joined in 2008 and found this community to be mostly understanding and safe. This place has really helped me get through some hard times. Survivors here have given me hope and friendship. I hope you are able to find all this and more as a member here. tulip
  3. Sitting with you too. Just because we feel this way about ourselves doesn’t make it true. 🌷
  4. Slowly falling apart. 

    1. samantha2009


      Sitting with you tulip. I’m sorry you are struggling right now :( 

  5. I am physically sick from all the anxiety and lack of decent sleep. I just want to run away, but there’s no place to go.

    1. samantha2009


      i am sorry you are struggling :( sitting with you if okay?


    2. tuliptorn


      Thank you @samantha2009 for sitting with me.:flowers:

  6. Alone with it all. You think I would get used to feeling this after all this time.

    1. ActivistAlly


      I'm sorry you are feeling alone.  ((((((((((safe hug if okay))))))))))))))

    2. Free2Fly


      Safe hugs :hug: If ok?

      I'm sorry you feel like that, I can understand it I feel like that alot , especially when you don't really have anyone around you who knows what happened.

      Sitting with if ok?

  7. While I'm sorry about his daughter Kobe was no saint. I remember the allegations of rape in 2003 and I believed her. 

    Thank goodness Karma is a bit*h.

  8. Back.

    1. Field8


      Welcome Back :)

    2. 8888


      Welcome back!

    3. Free2Fly


      Welcome back :) , safe hugs :hug: If ok?

  9. My emotions have dropped like a stone from the sky over something so semi petty I almost can't breathe. I'm not sure what else to do but go to bed.

    Sitters needed. Sorry.

    1. MeBeMary


      Sometimes the smallest things can set us off. :(  Sitting with you tuliptorn. :hug:  

    2. Field8


      Sitting with you and never be sorry

    3. Field8
  10. My soul is sad and tired today.

    1. Free2Fly


      Many safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      sitting with you too.

    2. ActivistAlly


      I'm sorry to hear that my friend :(

    3. Capulet


      Sitting with you and sending you hugs and all of my support!!!  Hang in there...and get some rest.  


  11. I think I am successfully hiding the anxiety and fear I am feeling right now. But its a lonely place.

    1. Free2Fly


      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

    2. Field8


      I hope that you know you are not alone here

  12. tuliptorn


    I think it sucks they didn't speed things up and tell you the results as soon as possible. I'm glad it is something that can be treated and will be sitting with you in spirit during and after your procedure.
  13. Feeling human again instead of like a depressed zombie.

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    2. tuliptorn




      I am hoping it lasts too. At least for 24 hours. I cannot seem to communicate in a zombie state and that's why I seem flaky on AS and I am ashamed of that. Anyway, going to try to enjoy the stable while I can.

    3. 8888


      No need to be ashamed.  I hope it lasts too.

    4. Kmkz


      Glad to hear your feeling better and hope it lasts. 

  14. I just can't deal with the cult thing right now want to implode. All my siblings abused, all broken. So unfair can't deal today.

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    2. crushedflower
    3. EmptyInside


      Sitting with you during this especially tough time x It’s hard to consider the suffering of siblings... my situation and experience is completely different but at the same time... i think my awareness of a sibling who was suffering a lot with their mental health and because of what we endured growing up.... that hurts me way more than any of my own pain. He was younger than me... I should have been looking out for him better and I should have stopped things from happening to him but I was too wrapped in my own problems at the time. Now he has fled to another country and who knows if i’ll see him again. I miss him so much and I regret I can’t take his pain away because I definitely would in an instant.

    4. Free2Fly


      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      hope your okay friend.

  15. Always sitting with you no matter what the result. ((((((Aperson)))))
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