tuliptorn

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    Every time a Tulip blooms angel get its wings
  • Birthday November 15

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  1. Deeply sad. Been seeping in more all weekend. This world is not a safe place.😔

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    2. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      Safe :hug:and sitting with you if okay 

    3. Scared1

      Scared1

      :candle: There are good people in this world, and you are one of them. Sitting with you if I may? 

    4. Juniperberry1900

      Juniperberry1900

      :hug:I understand.

  2. The miracles

    tuliptorn commented on PearlofMary's __defart_blog_entry in PearlofMary

  3. So being a success means not letting others see your pain. I guess you are right.

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: 

    2. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      Thanks Free :bighug:

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Your always welcome :bighug:

  4. 60 yr old surviver csa

    tuliptorn replied to pahatfi's __defart_topic in Public: Welcome!

    Welcome to AS @pahatfi. Healing is possible. Glad you didn't give up.

  5. Alone with it. 

    1. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Sitting with you. :hug: if ok.

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: &a sitting with you if okay?

    3. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      Thank you both for sitting with me. Just gets so dark sometimes. So dark. 

  6. ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    1. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      I'm sorry.  Sitting with you if okay and allowing you to be angry.  

    2. Kmkz

      Kmkz

      Sitting with you. 

    3. teleah

      teleah

      Sitting with you, sending peace and calm to get you through this, please stay safe hon ((((((Tuliptorn))))))

  7. Urges, worse. Gonna call it Irma.

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs if okay? :hug: 

    2. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      Thank you:flowers:

  8. Very tough session today. Trying to outrun it and all the urges along with

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    2. teleah

      teleah

      Not alone in the pod with you, sending you strength to fight the urges and the calm to sleep well tonight (((((((tuliptorn)))))), love teleah

    3. Andrea1501

      Andrea1501

      sitting with you

    4. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      Pod. Love my podmate. ((((Teleah)))) :hug:

      Andrea1501 - safe :hug:

       

  9. So alone. Why even have a voice? Why even have ears? 

    1. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      Sitting with you if okay and safe :hug:if okay 

  10. My cats have me under their paw. :blink:

    1. Hawkgirl

      Hawkgirl

      Lol yes, the joys of having pets.  My dog has me under his paw.  He's my sweetie boy.

    2. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      We are blessed in that respect. :flowers:

  11. Little one was so mad today. She scared me. 

    1. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Sitting with you. :hug: if ok.

    2. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      :hug: and sitting with you if that is okay

  12. I don't to leave home. Tired of feeling unsafe in this mean world. 

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      :console:

  13. Struggling with abdominal pain today. IBS, adhesions or body memories. It probably doesn't know either. Traitor. :angry:

    1. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      Couldn't even say that right. Mind and body are traitors. Ugh!:shrug:

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :hug: If okay?

      i have been in a deep sleep for hours &I at one point I was in between and the base of my feet hurt seriously bad... body betrayal...

    3. Dahliaa

      Dahliaa

      Hope you feel better soon! Safe :hug: 

  14. This is my first time reaching out for help

    tuliptorn replied to Redskinsgirl88's __defart_topic in Public: Welcome!

    @Redskinsgirl88 sorry about that trauma that brought you here, very glad you had the courage to come and share here. 🌷🌷🌷

  15. Hiding in crochet project today.