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So I didn't get the job I got an interview for, but now my family and I have decided that they will support me financially while I take a break until the fall. I am figuring stuff out. Also I made oat meal with sunflower and pumpkin corns, raisins, banana and peanut butter.
I don’t know why but I have been finding the memories particularly difficult today. I find it very difficult to admit to myself what happened and it feels very lonely as I’m sure many of you can relate to. But I’m beginning to move towards believing that it really did happen and that yes, I was sexually assaulted and sexually abused. This is the first time that I’ve really said that and it does make me feel a bit lighter :) I think that acceptance and acknowledgement of what happened will help me on my healing journey.