Stephenjames

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About Stephenjames

  • Rank
    Formerly 'Rapha'
  • Birthday 12/16/1975

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  • Gender
    Male
  • Location
    England
  • Interests
    Royal Air Force

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  • MembershipType
    Survivor

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  • Website URL
    www.rapha.cc

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  1. Been off work now for 25 years... the doctors still won't tell me what is wrong with me...

  2. I want to be a Pilot....

    1. Dahliaa

      Dahliaa

      I hope you get to do just that!

    2. Stephenjames

      Stephenjames

      Thank you greatly @Dahliaa very kind you!

  3. My life was taken away from me for the sake of entertainment...

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    2. Stephenjames

      Stephenjames

      Sorry @Bluesclues that you also feel abused in such a way. Safe hugs @LuthienTinuviel 

    3. Bluesclues

      Bluesclues

      Thank you, it's life, what can you do? Hugs to you. 

    4. Stephenjames

      Stephenjames

      Thank you @Bluesclues safe (((((hugs)))))

  4. I was repeatedly sexually abused by a Tourette R*pist...  now I'm ill :( 

    1. oceonwaves

      oceonwaves

      I am really sorry that you have been abused so repeatedly and I hope that you can get help with your illness.:(

    2. Stephenjames

      Stephenjames

      Thank you @oceonwaves that is very kind of you.

    3. oceonwaves

      oceonwaves

      you are welcome and I wish and hope you can find your way through this minefield pain.

  5. I wish they would give my nerves a break...

  6. Through adversity to the stars...

  7. Makes me wonder what they are 'really' doing behind my back...

  8. Unwritten...

    I never knew what I wanted to do for a living. Age 4 I was set up with 'N' and 'E' so that my sister could laugh and pick on me and to make sure I never had a girlfriend. It was done by my Policeman father. I was told that if I didn't do what my sister told me to do I would be made to go to war to be shot and killed. Age 13 I joined the Air Training Corps with a view to joining the Royal Air Force to be a Pilot. I always knew I wasn't bright enough to be a pilot, but I thought I would kid myself anyways. Apparently my CO said that I wasn't bright enough to get into the RAF, I would have to join the Army if I was lucky. I didn't really want to be shot and killed, but that didn't happen either. Aged 15 I was made to leave the ATC. The ATC was the best thing I ever did I really enjoyed it. I as made to leave the ATC to be turned into a 'drugs hole' someone with Bi-Polar Disorder. Aged 16 I was poisoned with LSD. Staying in the ATC would have saved me from drugs and alcohol. Think I will Law Sue the Social Services and Education Department. What is wrong with joining the Army anyway? Don't think I would have passed the medical though. To this day I have no idea what I would have done for a living. I haven't got the slightest clue.. My father says that I would have been an homeless alcoholic living under a bridge.
  9. Cry Havoc! and let slip the dogs of war...

  10. Fe-Fi-Fo!

    1. Annie7

      Annie7

      I smell the blood of an Englishman ;( sorry Steve ;(

    2. Stephenjames

      Stephenjames

      Fe-Fi-Fo by The Cranberries its a song about CSA

    3. Annie7

      Annie7

      I will check it out, but the old nursery rhyme really has its merits. Like, I can relate to someone grinding my bones for bread, LOL. 

  11. I have an increasingly abusive sister...

  12. Angry as hell...

    I am as angry as hell. Claire stole my Dartmoor walking and this is totally unacceptable and in forgivable. Claire had no business forcing her way past my mother and into my spare bedroom where I was minding my own business. Just because Claire is bi-polar and gets 'high' she has no business taking it out on me. I demand a re-trial! It just forced it's way into my bedroom to verbally abuse me to try and make itself feel better ruining my Dartmoor walking and then buggered off again. No thought for anyone else what so ever! It did it again on the morning of 16th December 1998 the day of my 23rd birthday. I was set up in Selina car to be verbally abused by Claire ruining my home life and subjecting me to nearly 20 years of mental torment and torture. Do I sound a bit petty and mental? Claire is petty and mental! Give me back my Dartmoor walking!
  13. Unwritten..

    Really very rather angry today.. I was told that in order for the main sexual abuse perpetrator to her job I would have to be subjected to a child porn scam to make out that I am the paedophile and not the perpetrator. The sexual abuse perpetrator would lose her 'take home pay' if the Police didn't set up a child porn scam and blame me for it. I am really rather annoyed...
  14. Really, need a cure for my brain...

    1. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      I'm sorry it's been so hard. Wishing for peace to come to you (and your brain).  :hug: if ok.

    2. Stephenjames

      Stephenjames

      Thank you MeBeMary for your kind words. Most appreciated! ((((Safe Hugs)))) to you too!!

       

  15. A cure for my brain...