Im really not sure why i always ask myself - if everyone suffers with depression at some point. Maybe cause i just normalise how i constantly feel. And think this is just life. And people can be so good at hiding it. I dont think everyone does, cause like everyone experiences sadness, so then i start questioning if mentall illness is a thing.but then some online support & then realise it is a thing and others are suffering aswell. But i still feel like how i feel isnt justified and frustated i cant just get over it cause i cant physically see whats wrong with me and makes it feel invalid and i feel weak.
Half the time i feel like my sentences dont even make much sense. So i always repeat everything i say but in different ways after but then i look more mentally ill and forgetful, but i just always feel misunderstood and like i just make no sense