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  2. Welcome to AS, FrankieLoki! I'm glad you found your way here! I will be sending you a PM (private message) in just a bit to welcome you officially. Wishing you well. ❤️ -Finch
  3. I wish I could say you can’t hurt me anymore but currently it’s you have destroyed my life and it works for several people
  4. Hi welcome!! I’m sorry for what you are going through and went through. I’m new also. I hope we both find what we are looking for!!
  5. Yesterday
  6. We are in the thick of traumaversary season.  It feels so very lonely sometimes.  I don't know how to explain it to people who've never been through, except to say I hope they never come to understand from experience the weight and pain this type of trauma is :(

    1. SpiderManFan


      I agree. I hope they understand that it's very difficult for us...even that they do some research about PTSD and its effects. But I also pray that they never come to know the pain of those effects.

    2. MeBeMary


      Sitting with you, waterlily. Sending support and hugs, too. :hug:  

    3. Doll6


      Sitting with you. I’m sorry you’re struggling with a traumaversary 😔

  7. So exhausted from fighting… I give up 😓

    1. mini.finch


      Sending you safe hugs and lots of strength. :console: Please don't give up. We're all here for you. ❤️ 

    2. MeBeMary


      You are stronger than you know. Keep fighting.

      Sending support and hugs. :hug: 

    3. Doll6


      Thank you @mini.finch And @MeBeMary. I made it through the tough night, thank you. Exhausted but still here thank you 

  8. Last week
  9. I did not self harm yesterday. 

    I am with friends and they are holding me through it

    headed to the therapy pool soon

    i hope I can do better 

    1. mini.finch


      I'm so proud of you. A therapy pool sounds wonderful, too...I'm so glad that you are with friends. Sending you support and safe hugs, if ok. ❤️ 

    2. MeBeMary


      Sitting with you. Sending hugs. :hug: 

    3. Field8


      That is awesome 

  10. "Oh, so she was just exploring" -what my therapist said when I mentioned by sexual abuse by a girl around my age/maybe older (I don't remember her exact age) when I was younger. I think she thinks because there wasn't penetration, it wasn't abuse and just exploring but that is so annoying to hear. 

    1. marcyabadeer


      That’s awful to hear :( I’m so sorry your experience was kind of invalidated… for what it’s worth- I’ve heard the exact opposite from a therapist. Children won’t explore in such ways unless they’ve been shown those things. If you feel comfortable, maybe you can message her or even tell her that you’re mad about her saying that. There is nothing wrong with being honest with your therapist about those things 😢 

      Sending you support- I hope you find some peace with this 🌻🖤

      ps- love your screen name. If I had a daughter that was to be her name 💕

    2. Dahliaa


      Thank you @marcyabadeer :) I actually told her that I didn't agree and that it did hurt me right after she said it. Thank you for your support and I love the name as well, it's really beautiful 🧡

  11. Hi there blackwidows and welcome. I am very sorry you have reasons to join our community, but do know our community is a supportive group with so many understanding members. What you experienced was unfair and very undeserved, but we are here for you. Feel free to look around and jump in when and where is most comfortable for you. Know you are not alone. Wishing you nothing but forward steps as you continue down this path we call healing. Mary
  12. Thank you for your responses to my posts. I don't usually have the energy to respond to everyone unfortunately. I just recognized your name once or twice.

    1. feralcat


      No worries Wolfennights… I hope I can be helpful sometimes. I think you’re doing well with complicated, difficult stuff. You have such a good heart and so much strength 🌟💙

    2. wolfennights
  13. Welcome to AS, @blackwidows! I'm glad you found your way here, though I'm terribly sorry for what you've been through. You'll find a lot of supportive and kind people here, so you're not alone. ❤️ Sending you lots of support and well wishes! Take your time exploring the site and post when you're comfortable. -Finch
  14. 8888


    Welcome @blackwidows to After Silence. I’m sorry for what brought you here but I’m happy you are here reaching out for support. Good job taking this step in your healing process. You are not alone and what happened to you wasn’t your fault. Take your time exploring and post when you are ready. If you have any questions feel free to message me.
  15. Hi, everyone. I’m brand new to the site. I’m not really sure what to say but I just wanted to pop in and introduce myself.
  16. I will never forgive you. I’m scared for your daughters. F&$@ you!
  17. Someday I will take you down and you’ll pay for what you did to me!
  18. FUCK you, you grooming child molesting twatty excuse of a father
  19. You made me think I’m a black sheep to keep me quiet
  20. I ruin everything. 

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    2. Doll6
    3. 8888


      I thought that was my job, lol!  In all seriousness I hope you are okay.  Sitting with you!

    4. marcyabadeer


      I hope you are okay 😔 


  21. I've been thinking a lot lately. And I mean... a looot. I asked myself, why is everything so hard? Why do I feel so unmotivated ? why do I feel so bored of everything? I don't like just sitting there and do nothing, I need to be productive, else I feel like I'm wasting the little time I've granted in this life. So, why do I still waste it? It's not as simple as my brain try to make it out to be. Feelings, emotions, it's complicated. If you don't feel good, even the smallest task can appear as the biggest challenge. I decided to see in myself, what was making me feel so ba
  22. Thanks for the kind words @8888 @doll6
  23. Welcome @Sageharris to After Silence. I’m sorry for what brought you here but I’m happy you are here reaching out for support. Good job taking this step in your healing process. You are not alone and what happened to you wasn’t your fault. Take your time exploring and post when you are ready. If you have any questions feel free to message me.
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  25. Hi, @Sageharris - Welcome to After Silence! I'm glad you found this community to help you begin your healing journey. I am very sorry to hear of what you've been through, but I hope that this will become a safe space for you to share your story and learn from others. Of course, there's no pressure to share anything you aren't ready to share! Just take your time and post when you feel ready We are very close in age so I hope maybe that makes you feel a little less alone! I'm here if you ever need someone to talk to. Just shoot me a message anytime! Best wishes to you, Poppy
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