Something someone said to me the other day got me thinking about what I would actually say to my abuser if I ever saw him again. And I started by thinking about all the swear words I could use and then about how much I hate him etc, and how I feel. And I could say so much to him and hurl so much abuse at him. But then I thought, if I could only say 5 words to him, what would those 5 words be. Of the thousands of words in the english language, what five would I pick to express everything I feel towards the man that I love the most in this world, hate the most in this world, yet at the same time