Field8

Good luck.  Hope the first visit goes well. 

Good luck

I hope it goes well, Field8, and you feel better for it. 

  if ok.

I totally feel you. I struggle with that too. I honestly feel the same way

Sitting with you.  

This is my anniversary month. Lost the twins and than Easter was the first time I was hurt. Too much to handle. Time to isolate.

Oh field, I am so sorry. That is too much to handle. We are here to help you carry it. 

Thank you @MeBeMary and @Capulet. I am really embarrassed right now about the triggers that has set me off.:( 

  No need to be embarrassed, dear friend.  This is not your fault...not at ALL!!!  Please take care of yourself, and be good to yourself...you deserve peace and comfort.

  with Capulet.  You shouldn't have to deal with them, but they are not of your making.

You deserve much better.  

Sitting with you.

Hey there, i/we have been having a rough time too with "bad dates" and possible pr*gr*mm*ng, it's pretty definite now tho... and such. We've been gone for a long time - feel free to reach out. You're not alone. All the love to you and support also. 

@Field8 you are not alone- you have us xx sending you hugs. Wishing I could be there c

Sending love and support!    You know where to find me if you need anything. 

I am so sorry you feel alone. I understand. What we have gone through can be so isolating. I wish we were there in real life. 

Sending you love and lots of support, Fieldy.    The post-holidays ALWAYS get me, too.  Let's catch up soon.

Love,
Cap

I’m so sorry. You are not alone. Holding space with you 

It is here

And we'll make it through the rest to follow.    We got this.

Yes and we will keep making it one day at a time 

@AKB thank you. I need help

I know. I am with you 

Here for you, do what you can to stay safe.