Free2Fly

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About Free2Fly

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    No longer free2fy.

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    In my head.
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  1. Safe hugs if okay? im so sorry he hurt you on Christmas and he sounds such a perv... hope your doing okay today and keeping strong. free
  2. Feel so low right now and my mind is full of bad intrusive thoughts :( ... I feel so hopeless and want to give everything up cause it all seems pointless... :cry:  

  3. Having some bad thoughts about S and feeling like I can't control it all & it's completely madnes.

    1. Juniperberry1900

      Juniperberry1900

      Sorry to hear you’re struggling so. Sitting with you while you work through this.

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank you , I'm not doing so good cause on top of this my sisters are annoying me and I'm getting so stressed out ... really can't take all of it.

  4. intro

    Hey, welcome to AS @quietviolinist, hope you can Find the courage to share here and find support . safe hugs if okay? free.
  5. Feeling so sleepy , :zzz:,

    only had 3 hours sleep.

  6. Feeling triggered and depressed :( .

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :cry: I feel worthless, the depression is driving me crazy :( .

    3. josiel

      josiel

      I'm so sorry, Free! :(  Sure hope you feel better soon.    

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank u , it was really bad last night worse than what I've experienced so far....

  7. Decided to take a long break from all this... sometimes I think the world around me would rather me just sweep what happened under the carpet and just carry on like it never happened & honestly I think sometimes maybe that's what I should do.

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    2. mimir

      mimir

      Sometime I also feel the same way.

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank you :( ... I just want to go back to the time when it was all simple ... back before it all happened my head has been going through everything memories of the past every second almost like I was there again.

    4. mimir

      mimir

      Well. . . at least you have a "the time when it was all simple".  I have no such thing. Look forward. Your past will be always there and there is nothing you can do now to change that. Instead of reliving that live this present now. Do something to make this life better than that past. 

  8. Feeling so lost today & the depression is worse than normal.

     

    the hopelessness is in full forces I just feel like maybe after it all happened there's no reason for me anymore like I'm no longer good at anything....

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    3. Shaunie

      Shaunie

      Thinking of you. I hope youre feeling a lil bit better now. Safe hugs?:hug:

    4. mimir

      mimir

      You are a good man. There are plenty of goodness in you. I hope you are feeling better. :) 

  9. Hey hope your doing okay & are coping?

     

    free :butterfly: 

  10. Stressed out as hell so sick and tired of things seems very pointless :ranting:.

    1. chlo

      chlo

      I'm sorry josh

    2. Bluesclues

      Bluesclues

      Safe hugs. It's been rough for you lately. :throb:

    3. Field8

      Field8

      I'm so sorry. Sitting with you. Let me know if you need anything.

  11. Feel triggered by something my mum was watching...

     

    i wont go into detail about what it was but.

    the way I feel inside is I'm crying on the inside and feel scared for some reason :( ...

    maybe new trigger?

    1. Bluesclues

      Bluesclues

      I'm so sorry josh. I wish I knew how to help. I don't. I am sitting with you. 

    2. Field8

      Field8

      I'm so sorry. I triggered myself. Please pm me if you need anything

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: both of you.

      i appreciate it ... I've never felt like this before honestly...

      my mum likes to watch crime documentaries, and it was about an really evil guy... I guess it probably just triggered memories of the past... :( .

       

      @Bluesclues, it's okay not to know the answer just being friendly is enough :hug: .

      @Field8, thank you I'm sure you have other stuff to deal with.

  12. Hey welcome to AS
  13. Feel Crap and worthless right now :( & it's freezing cold but at the same time I want the fresh air.

  14. Hey how's it going :) ?

  15. Feel really ill & run down ... it's super cold and the pain ican bearly open my eyes.

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank you josiel :hug: , will try not to spread my germs lol.

    3. LuthienTinuviel
    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thanks blt , have got hay fever too so I can only just see properly need to get medicine for it as it hurts . Hope your okay :hug: