mariella47

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  1. ANGER!!!!!

    Don't know how to release it, too afraid to release it. Afraid it's gonna be bigger than me:angry::(:tantrum:

  2. Why can't I accept who I am!!!! After all these years, I'm still struggling with!!! Always wanting to be someone else!! Always running 😥😥😥

    1. limbodante

      limbodante

      Because you're focusing on the bits of you that you don't like. What qualities do you admire in others? If you didn't have those qualities within you, or the potential to develop them, you wouldn't recognise them in others. Spend some time focusing on your positive qualities rather than your shortcomings. Are you a good friend? Do you care about people? Do you like animals? Do you want to help people? Are you generous with your time or money? Do you give to charity? Are you compassionate? Do you give good hugs? Can you sing? Do you support talented people whose work you enjoy? Do you have any talents? Are you a good listener? Would you pick up litter and put it in the bin if someone dropped a wrapper near a bin? Think of what POSITIVE things define you. The negative things speak louder, but the positive ones are buried under them somewhere if you can dive in and look without grabbing at the bad stuff as you pass

    2. mariella47

      mariella47

      Thankyou limbodante. I do keep these things in mind but..............

      I'm fighting a battle within myself, the good and the poison in me. The poison spreads when I'm alone and when I'm around negative people. 

      I'm doing my best to right off the poison in me, it's just so tiring.

      :hug:thankyou again

  3. hi lostgirl19, welcome back. wow you're from Australia!! I'm from Wollongong NSW!! I'm in the same boat, not many friends just family that don't want to do much. oh well
  4. Hey Bella!!!  It's been so long!!! I have thought of you many many times. I hope you are ok. 🐎🌸🌷

  5. Welcome krd26, AS is the place to go to when in need. Hope you will find it helpful😊
  6. Hi

    Hi Tami, welcome!! ☺
  7. Hi strugglin88, thankyou!! I clearly remember you. Hope life has been treating you good!!
  8. Thanks mebemary, I found them😀
  9. Hi oceanwaves, thankyou so much! I'm hoping too it won't be overwhelming. 😊
  10. Thankyou MeBeMary😊 just a question for you, there is a lot of content that has gone missing, would you know why?
  11. I apologize, I just found my old content 😆
  12. Hello everyone. It's been three years since I've been here. It got too overwhelming so I had to give myself a break, what a long break😅. I have popped in a couple of times but, nah, still wasnt ready. I'm gonna try to give it another go, so if I disappear again you know why. I can't believe it's had a facelift and all my previous conversations and followers list has disappeared. I'm really hoping to come across some oldies and am looking forward to meet new people. Ok then, breathe in and let's get moving, lol!!!
  13. seek the wisdom that will untie your knot. seek the path that demands your whole being.

  14. "Trust the wisdom of your soul. It knows the way"

  15. Washed my long hair, it can be a big job sometimes :-)