Painnbroken

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About Painnbroken

  • Birthday March 15

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    Female
  • Interests
    Drawing, piano, singing, soccer, my dog, Martial arts, Boxing, writing, graphics, Muay Thai,
    Yoga, Reading, surfing

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  1. Hello @sca Welcome to AS. I am so sorry for the Reasons you are here for. It's alright not knowing what to say. You will find that everyone here is friendly, supportive and there is no judgement at all. Your not alone here Take your time to look around say as much or as little as you like and best wishes on your healing journey. PB
  2. @JustSam this has hit me really hard and has me crying. I has this all the time and I also add in to mine what did I do that was so bad. Why didn't my mother protect me from my father? Why couldn't I find someone to help? Too many questions in my head. I don't understand. Guess I will never understand it. Ugh
  3. Welcome to AS. I am so sorry for the trauma and the physical and verbal abuse you've experienced. No one has the right to do that to anyone. I'm You will find that everyone here is friendly, supportive and there is no judgement at all. Your not alone here and many can relate. Take your time to look around and best wishes on your healing journey.
  4. Hello Mary Welcome to AS. I am so sorry for whatever trauma you've experienced. I'm sorry that you're stuck right now at camp with everyone relying on you. You will find that everyone here is friendly, supportive and there is no judgement at all. Your not alone here and many can relate. Take your time to look around and best wishes on your healing journey.
  5. Welcome to AS! I am sorry for whatever had happened to you and I'm sorry you are struggling. Please know this wasn't your fault. No one has any right to harm another person. You have found a very safe place. Everyone here is friendly here. You will find all the support you need and there is no judgement here. Please take your time and look around you can say as much or as little as you like. Best wishes on your healing journey. PB
  6. Hello Claire welcome to AS! I'm sorry for all that you've been through. Youve found a supportive and safe place here along with information. Take you times look around. You will find everyone is friendly and there is no judgement here. Best wishes on your healing journey. PB
  7. Anxiety is through the roof right now.  :(

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    2. Kris78

      Kris78

      I am sorry sitting with you. Safe hugs remember to breathe.

    3. MermaidGirl91

      MermaidGirl91

      Sitting with you.

    4. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      Thank you all.  Was a very rough night for me. I appreciate sitting with me and the safe hugs.  

  8. Hello @Andrea17 welcome to AS. I am so sorry for the trauma you've experienced. I too am a survivor. You will find that everyone here is friendly, supportive and there is no judgement at all. Your not alone here and many can relate. Take your time to look around and best wishes on your healing journey. PB
  9. Hope you are getting some sleep

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    2. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      My brain does shut down at all it just keeps going and going like the stupid energizer bunny.   See that amazes me that people can sit there and quilt.  I can sit there for hours or days drawing or decorating cakes but to quilt I just can't seem to figure it out.  

    3. patriciag

      patriciag

      I started with baby quilts, I have made Queen size quilts. I don't sell them for family I make a quilt if they have been married 40 years or if the girl is turning 50.  The baby quilt I give to a family member who has a new baby.  When the baby is born I find a spot on the quilt and write the name, date,time for the baby.

    4. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      That's awesome I've always admired people who could do that.  

  10. going to attempt sleep 😴. So hoping after today I will just crash. 

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    2. tuliptorn
    3. Ayla3

      Ayla3

      Hope you get that much needed and deserved rest, cuddle up with the pup and let today go... ☺️

    4. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      Thank you y'all got some sleep about 5 hrs. Still not enough. 

  11. So tired of being everyone's puppet when am I allowed to have the strings cut!!!!!!!!!!! 

    1. patriciag

      patriciag

      I know it's hard but you have to look after yourself Dee, you can do only so much.  Your #1 concern is you.

    2. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      I keep trying to do me but never pans out. I'm so tired of being pulled in every direction.  I think I honestly had forgotten what it's like to just take care of me.  

  12. You're welcome and no you're not alone at all. You will find there are many here that can relate and will give you all the support you need.
  13. Hello @HopeLives43, Welcome to AS. I am so sorry for the traumas you've experienced. I can relate in many ways. You will find that everyone here is friendly, supportive and there is no judgement at all. Your not alone here and many can relate. Take your time to look around and best wishes on your healing journey. PB
  14. Welcome to AS Fading! I am so sorry for the reason that you are here for. You will find that everyone here is friendly, supportive and there is no judgement at all. Your not alone here and many can relate. Take your time to look around and best wishes on your healing journey. PB
  15. Welcome to AS CnB! I am so sorry for the trauma you've experienced. You will find that everyone here is friendly, supportive and there is no judgement at all. Your not alone here and many can relate. Take your time to look around and best wishes on your healing journey. PB