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  1. loveable

    Very angry..

    You shouldn't have to deal with this Rapha. I'm so sorry
  2. I think I should change my name back to what I really am. "unloveable" 

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    2. snmls


      Me too Loveable. We all have and it doesn't make us crappy people or unloveable, it just makes us human.  Be kind to yourself. :hug:

    3. loveable


      :hug: Thank you @snmls  :tear: I just feel extremely disappointed in myself. I mean things I did as a kid still replay over in my head...silly stupid things. Like I was over at my crushes house when I was a kid. His mom told me I needed to eat. I didn't and was hungry later and his younger brother and I we got a bag of chips down and were munching on them and she came in and snatched the bag away and we got scolded. I feel like maybe I should be able to laugh about it now, but I can't even now I feel humiliated over it and the look in her eye :cry: so when I really screw things up :sadang:

    4. snmls


      I still feel humiliated over things I've done as a kid too.  I know it doesn't feel good to remember them or think about them.  But remember those memories and moments don't define you.  

  3. Feeling worthless. I don't know how to keep friends. I end up doing or saying something that pushed people away. :( 

    1. LuthienTinuviel


      You aren't worthless <3 

  4. Hey wanted to thank you about yesterday. Hope thinks alright with you if you ever want to talk someone to listen am here

    1. loveable


      Anytime and thank you, I appreciate that, same goes for you too.

  5. Hello LaSol3 and welcome to AS! I have found this a very therapeutic place where I can get my feelings out. I think you have to make at least 10 posts, or comment 10 times on others posts before you can access chat which is where I have made friends. It's nice to be able to talk to a community of people who actually understand. You are not alone! Sorry for the reasons that bring you here. I support your healing 100%!
  6. Welcome to AS BeesKnees Congrats on your precious little one! I can imagine how concerned you are for the safety of your child! Sending you lots of support! Here is a post that has many good articles on understanding the various reactions to CSA and I feel it may help you to understand what you are going through better and offer you support! Hope it helps you as much as it has helped me I support your healing 100%
  7. Welcome! Sorry for the reason that brings you here. I have found a lot of support here Lets do this! Lets heal!
  8. Bambi, Welcome! I support your healing 100% and thought these articles might assist you in finding comfort and bring peace to your heart! Sitting beside you in support And here are some gentle safe hugs, if you want them
  9. Welcome! I'm sorry for the reason that brings you here. I think you will find AS very supportive! I wish you peace of mind and healing for your heart
  10. loveable

    Giving this a try...

    I agree completely with QC! This was so beautifully put We can't do anything to change the past, all we can do is keep moving forward and let those things mold us into better people. Like my aunt once said...and still says to keep reminding me. "You don't hate your parents, You hate their actions, what they did and you have the perfect example of how not to be, so learn from it and don't treat others the way they treated you." I have a lot of regrets things that I did as a child but I am learning and in the process of forgiving myself because I recognize I was only a child who was ree
  11. loveable


    My babies
  12. awwwww! very cute little chicks. When I go in to a Orscheln's I have to lean over the side and pet them and the bunnies too. So sweet and precious!
  13. Wow! This is deep I love it! Thanks for sharing. Absolutely beautiful
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    My Story

    I am so sorry you were exposed to all of that QC . That took a lot of inner strength to share! I support your healing 100% and wish you peace of mind and comfort for your heart to heal.
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