chlo

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About chlo

  • Birthday 02/02/1995

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  1. So many things I want to say but I can't :cry:

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    2. Iheartcupcakes

      Iheartcupcakes

      My T says we believe our own voice before anyone else's. I have to continually work on that. I hope you will consider that and not say those negative things to and about yourself. You don't deserve anyone being mean to you...not even yourself. 

      Maybe your psychologist feels you need someone else. I don't know the circumstances. I am almost sure it's not personal though. I am so sorry you're hurting. 

    3. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      The only thing that is wrong with you is that you are hurting, and even that is not your fault. Nobody deserves this pain, not even you. I cannot advise on your psychologist, other than perhaps there is a better one out there for you. One more suited to your needs that can and wants to help you.

      Do not give up, because even if you don't believe it right now, you are worth it. :hug: to you, if ok.

    4. chlo

      chlo

      My cpn is changing my psychologist is leaving I can't cope with all this change and goodbyes I hate it. I don't even want to trust or like anyone ever again cause they'll just leave and ill get hurt over and over :cry:

  2. I really don't feel well mentally

    1. LuthienTinuviel
    2. Dahliaa

      Dahliaa

      :hug: Sitting with you. I hope you've been feeling better!

  3. I'm a failure at life!!

    1. Bluesclues

      Bluesclues

      No you are not. Certain people *cough the a hole abusers cough* but you are not. You are a survivor. You have impacted someone's life one way or another, the only way to fail at life, imo is *tw* to hurt someone so badly that they wished they had just been killed. 

      You are in pain, this thought is just a thought not a fact. 

      im sitting with you if that's okay. 

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if okay?

    3. missfrier

      missfrier

      big hus chlo  yourr  not failure

       

  4. Had a bit of a wobbler yesturday and in front of my mum so she's got worried. I'm such a horrible daughter stressing her put all the time :( she would be better off without me!

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :hug:  hope your doing okay?

    3. chlo

      chlo

      I've had a really rough night 

    4. Bluesclues

      Bluesclues

      Do you want to DM me about it just get it off your chest? I hope your day gets better. Safe hugs. 

  5. I need to see alexa please I need to see my baby

  6. I'm shaking I've been crying that much :cry::cry::sadang:

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs if okay? :hug: 

      I am here for you.

    2. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Sitting with you chlo. :hug: if ok. 

    3. oceonwaves

      oceonwaves

      supporting you, and sorry you are so upset.:hug:

  7. Really struggling with suicidal feelings!!!!!!!! I can't cope anymore!!!!!!!!!!

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Your not stupid or pathetic, your just struggling sweetie , it will get better just give it time safe hugs if okay? :hug: 

    3. chlo

      chlo

      How will it get better it won't. It's just restart again. I can't do this. Nothings ever going to get better ever! That's why I give up

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      I'm sorry :( 

      just be safe though friend I don't want anything bad to happen to you.

  8. Started selfharming in my sleep :cry::unsure::(:cry:

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Hey chlo safe hugs :hug: if okay?

       

      hope your alright. & not hurt too bad.

    2. Annie7
  9. Think im having a complete break down 

    1. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Sitting with you. :hug: if ok.

    2. snmls

      snmls

      I'm sorry you are feeling this way chlo.  Sitting with you if that's alright. 

    3. Free2Fly
  10. Really not feeling so good

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if okay?

       

      sitting with you. :) 

    2. MermaidGirl91

      MermaidGirl91

      Safe hugs chlo

    3. chlo

      chlo

      Somethings not right

  11. I can't cope with this life anymore

  12. I don't deserve friends, I don't deserve help, I don't deserve anything other than the be abused again and again until I rot

    1. Kali K.

      Kali K.

      Sometimes, I feel like this too.  Logically, I know that I do deserve happiness, but it can be so hard to see inward past the pain. When thinking outward, like when reading these words of yours, I think without hesitation and with nothing but loving kindness - you, chlo, you do deserve love and support and you never did and never will deserve pain. 

    2. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Nobody deserves this, especially someone who thinks they do. It is a mentality forced into our brains by others. They were wrong, and the thoughts they placed in you were wrong and they should be the ones to rot. You deserve better. You deserve friends, you deserve help, and you deserve to be happy. Sitting with you and hoping these thoughts leave you soon.  :hug: if ok. 

  13. I'm so stupid! So pathetic! So ashamed! I belong in prison with the rest of them!

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    2. Annie7
    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs if okay? :hug: 

      your not a bad person and you shouldn't feel like this.

      sitting with you if okay?

       

      free

    4. mary1887

      mary1887

      no you don't

  14. Hate myself so much! Hate my mood swings and big mouth :cry:

    1. Hawkgirl

      Hawkgirl

      Don't hate yourself.  Sending you safe hugs if ok. :hug:

    2. chlo

      chlo

      Thanks, but I do hate myself I hate myself very much