chlo

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About chlo

  • Birthday 02/02/1995

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  1. What if I stop my meds

  2. Awake and alone after nightmares :(

  3. Tonight I had a bath. Ok so its nothing amazing, but was my first wash in over a month (disgusting i know). I found it so mentally draining but dont understand why

  4. Thinking of you :throb: 

  5. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  6. AAAAAGGGGHGHHHHHHHHHHHH

    1. Bluesclues

      Bluesclues

      :hug::comfort: I'm holding your hand if that's okay @chlo

  7. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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    2. MeBeMary
    3. chlo

      chlo

      No I'm not ok im far from ok ill probablly never be ok again

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Ok sorry I asked :( 

  8. Well that's yet another appointment cancelled 

    1. Iheartcupcakes

      Iheartcupcakes

      I'm sorry, Chlo. How are you?

    2. chlo

      chlo

      Sorry I didn't reply sooner been in a pretty bad place if I'm honest

  9. Going back to my old ways and I can't stop :cry::cry:

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :hug: hope your doing okay?

  10. Just sinking further and further into depressive breakdown

    1. snmls

      snmls

      I'm sorry chlo. Sitting with you.

  11. Suppose to be last ever appointment with psychologist next week, but still today's appointment has been cancelled,  that's 2 weeks in a row and shes only got next week before leaving for new job :(

    1. Bluesclues

      Bluesclues

      Did she reschedule you for next week? I'm sorry she canceled on you again. 

    2. Iheartcupcakes

      Iheartcupcakes

      So sorry, Chlo. I hope you find someone worthy of you. 

    3. chlo

      chlo

      No I already had the appointment for next week booked in apparently it was so I could see how many sessions we had left to help me. So depressed

  12. Got a voice mail today telling me to ring my mental health team so the can explain what's happening with my appointment with my psychologist tomorrow. I got a feeling this is another one cancelled again. I can't take this anymore!!!!!!!! :cry::cry::cry:

    1. Hawkgirl

      Hawkgirl

      Sitting with you and sending you safe hugs :hug::candle:

  13. Very few precious session with my psychologist and one got cancelled last week :cry: I knew I was so worthless she doesn't even want to see me anymore :cry::cry::cry::cry::cry:

    1. Juniperberry1900

      Juniperberry1900

      Chlo, did she cancel A session or discharge you from her care? I'm sorry you're feeling abandoned. Safe huggs.

    2. chlo

      chlo

      Cancel. I can't deal with this my cpn is changing too. My sisters wedding is 3 weeks away where I have to wear a dress I'm not comfortable in, be in a busy place for a full day, see my dad who I haven't seen since I was 12 so 10 years and his family, and I have to have a meal so eating in front of loads of people including strangers. My pony is not what I bought so may have to go as he's too much. A online friend is no longer talking to me and that alone is killing me tbh. I just can't cope at all.

  14. Feel on the edge of a breakdown

    1. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      Sitting with you dear if ok

    2. mariella47

      mariella47

      (((((chlo))))) if that's ok,  take care of yourself chlo!!!

    3. Juniperberry1900

      Juniperberry1900

      so sorry Chlo. I hope things are a little better today.