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  • Birthday 02/02/1995

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  1. What if I stop my meds

  2. Awake and alone after nightmares :(

  3. Tonight I had a bath. Ok so its nothing amazing, but was my first wash in over a month (disgusting i know). I found it so mentally draining but dont understand why

  4. Thinking of you :throb: 



    1. Bluesclues


      :hug::comfort: I'm holding your hand if that's okay @chlo

  7. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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    2. MeBeMary
    3. chlo


      No I'm not ok im far from ok ill probablly never be ok again

    4. Free2Fly


      Ok sorry I asked :( 

  8. Well that's yet another appointment cancelled 

    1. Iheartcupcakes


      I'm sorry, Chlo. How are you?

    2. chlo


      Sorry I didn't reply sooner been in a pretty bad place if I'm honest

  9. Going back to my old ways and I can't stop :cry::cry:

    1. Free2Fly


      :hug: hope your doing okay?

  10. Just sinking further and further into depressive breakdown

    1. snmls


      I'm sorry chlo. Sitting with you.

  11. Suppose to be last ever appointment with psychologist next week, but still today's appointment has been cancelled,  that's 2 weeks in a row and shes only got next week before leaving for new job :(

    1. Bluesclues


      Did she reschedule you for next week? I'm sorry she canceled on you again. 

    2. Iheartcupcakes


      So sorry, Chlo. I hope you find someone worthy of you. 

    3. chlo


      No I already had the appointment for next week booked in apparently it was so I could see how many sessions we had left to help me. So depressed

  12. Got a voice mail today telling me to ring my mental health team so the can explain what's happening with my appointment with my psychologist tomorrow. I got a feeling this is another one cancelled again. I can't take this anymore!!!!!!!! :cry::cry::cry:

    1. Hawkgirl


      Sitting with you and sending you safe hugs :hug::candle:

  13. Very few precious session with my psychologist and one got cancelled last week :cry: I knew I was so worthless she doesn't even want to see me anymore :cry::cry::cry::cry::cry:

    1. Juniperberry1900


      Chlo, did she cancel A session or discharge you from her care? I'm sorry you're feeling abandoned. Safe huggs.

    2. chlo


      Cancel. I can't deal with this my cpn is changing too. My sisters wedding is 3 weeks away where I have to wear a dress I'm not comfortable in, be in a busy place for a full day, see my dad who I haven't seen since I was 12 so 10 years and his family, and I have to have a meal so eating in front of loads of people including strangers. My pony is not what I bought so may have to go as he's too much. A online friend is no longer talking to me and that alone is killing me tbh. I just can't cope at all.

  14. Feel on the edge of a breakdown

    1. Painnbroken


      Sitting with you dear if ok

    2. mariella47


      (((((chlo))))) if that's ok,  take care of yourself chlo!!!

    3. Juniperberry1900


      so sorry Chlo. I hope things are a little better today.