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  1. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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    2. MeBeMary
    3. chlo


      No I'm not ok im far from ok ill probablly never be ok again

    4. Free2Fly


      Ok sorry I asked :( 

  2. Well that's yet another appointment cancelled 

    1. Iheartcupcakes


      I'm sorry, Chlo. How are you?

    2. chlo


      Sorry I didn't reply sooner been in a pretty bad place if I'm honest

  3. Going back to my old ways and I can't stop :cry::cry:

    1. Free2Fly


      :hug: hope your doing okay?

  4. Just sinking further and further into depressive breakdown

    1. snmls


      I'm sorry chlo. Sitting with you.

  5. Suppose to be last ever appointment with psychologist next week, but still today's appointment has been cancelled,  that's 2 weeks in a row and shes only got next week before leaving for new job :(

    1. Bluesclues


      Did she reschedule you for next week? I'm sorry she canceled on you again. 

    2. Iheartcupcakes


      So sorry, Chlo. I hope you find someone worthy of you. 

    3. chlo


      No I already had the appointment for next week booked in apparently it was so I could see how many sessions we had left to help me. So depressed

  6. Got a voice mail today telling me to ring my mental health team so the can explain what's happening with my appointment with my psychologist tomorrow. I got a feeling this is another one cancelled again. I can't take this anymore!!!!!!!! :cry::cry::cry:

    1. Hawkgirl


      Sitting with you and sending you safe hugs :hug::candle:

  7. Very few precious session with my psychologist and one got cancelled last week :cry: I knew I was so worthless she doesn't even want to see me anymore :cry::cry::cry::cry::cry:

    1. Juniperberry1900


      Chlo, did she cancel A session or discharge you from her care? I'm sorry you're feeling abandoned. Safe huggs.

    2. chlo


      Cancel. I can't deal with this my cpn is changing too. My sisters wedding is 3 weeks away where I have to wear a dress I'm not comfortable in, be in a busy place for a full day, see my dad who I haven't seen since I was 12 so 10 years and his family, and I have to have a meal so eating in front of loads of people including strangers. My pony is not what I bought so may have to go as he's too much. A online friend is no longer talking to me and that alone is killing me tbh. I just can't cope at all.

  8. Feel on the edge of a breakdown

    1. Painnbroken


      Sitting with you dear if ok

    2. mariella47


      (((((chlo))))) if that's ok,  take care of yourself chlo!!!

    3. Juniperberry1900


      so sorry Chlo. I hope things are a little better today. 

  9. Why am I such a worthless person. Everyone's leaving me again I'm that worthless

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    2. Painnbroken


      You are not worthless!  Hang in there please.  Safe hugs to you if ok

    3. mariella47


      People have left me too chlo. But it doesn't happen because we are worthless. They are the issue not you.🌼🌻🌺🌹🏵 Hang in there!!!

    4. Juniperberry1900


      I'm sorry you're feeling this way. It is hard when we come to trust someone (which can be really hard) and they just up and disappear. It often has nothing to do with us, it still hurts and leaves us feeling confused and vulnerable.

  10. Can't sleep

  11. Talk to me

  12. So many things I want to say but I can't :cry:

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    2. Iheartcupcakes


      My T says we believe our own voice before anyone else's. I have to continually work on that. I hope you will consider that and not say those negative things to and about yourself. You don't deserve anyone being mean to you...not even yourself. 

      Maybe your psychologist feels you need someone else. I don't know the circumstances. I am almost sure it's not personal though. I am so sorry you're hurting. 

    3. MeBeMary


      The only thing that is wrong with you is that you are hurting, and even that is not your fault. Nobody deserves this pain, not even you. I cannot advise on your psychologist, other than perhaps there is a better one out there for you. One more suited to your needs that can and wants to help you.

      Do not give up, because even if you don't believe it right now, you are worth it. :hug: to you, if ok.

    4. chlo


      My cpn is changing my psychologist is leaving I can't cope with all this change and goodbyes I hate it. I don't even want to trust or like anyone ever again cause they'll just leave and ill get hurt over and over :cry:

  13. I really don't feel well mentally

    1. LuthienTinuviel
    2. Dahliaa


      :hug: Sitting with you. I hope you've been feeling better!

  14. I'm a failure at life!!

    1. Bluesclues


      No you are not. Certain people *cough the a hole abusers cough* but you are not. You are a survivor. You have impacted someone's life one way or another, the only way to fail at life, imo is *tw* to hurt someone so badly that they wished they had just been killed. 

      You are in pain, this thought is just a thought not a fact. 

      im sitting with you if that's okay. 

    2. Free2Fly


      Safe hugs :hug: if okay?

    3. missfrier


      big hus chlo  yourr  not failure