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  1. No SSL cert on this Forum?

  2. Hello new to this site :)

    Welcome Welcome Welcome I"m sorry about the reasons, but glad you are here. Something special about this place.
  3. Why do I have to react to everything inside? I'm so frustrated!

  4. So triggered right now. I never want to leave home. Ever.:cry:

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    2. 8888


      Hugs to you both.

    3. Free2Fly


      Safe hugs :(:hug: ,

      so strange how all the happiness can go in an instant.

    4. ActivistAlly


      You can all gather safely with us here and there is no judgement or condemnation in this place :hug:

  5. It's official! Today totally sucks! I'm gonna find a cat to snuggle with. They don't judge.


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    2. ActivistAlly


      well, it's probably written in their DNA Tulip :P


    3. tuliptorn


      LOL!!! Hahaha!!!!!

      I love them anyway. 😉

      Whew! I needed that laugh Activist. 🌷🌷🌷

    4. ActivistAlly
  6. Gratitude

    Hi Alphabetsoup. I'm sorry all those feelings are back. Glad you are here.
  7. Hoping I belong

  8. Lost In the past

    Welcome to AS Angel4100!
  9. So It's Been A Long Time...

    Welcome back @OmegaWolf.
  10. Having a fragile day. Glad AS is back online. 

    1. Kmkz


      :hug:sitting with you 

    2. fallenstar


      Hoping you feel better soon :hug: 

    3. Free2Fly


      Safe hugs if okay? :hug: 

  11. First post

    Welcome @Rhonda S. to AS. I've been here since '08 and sometimes I feel like I don't belong either. Congrats for being brave enough to post.
  12. I finally understand, solitude is a gift.

  13. HI

    Yo Found! Glad to see you here!!!
  14. Hello

    From one Tulip to another welcome to AS. 🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷👍
  15. Never fall asleep when eating milk duds in the bed. It ain't pretty.:blink:

    1. Painnbroken


      Oh my that’s really messy.  I’m sorry.  

  16. Try to have a Happy Thanksgiving everyone. I know today will be hard whether we are going solo, as myself, or with family. 


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    2. robynpi


      Ty. You as well.

    3. Ian37


      Take care of yourself, Tulip Torn and thank you for the kind wishes.


    4. tuliptorn


      :throb:((((Snmls, Robyni, Ian)))):throb:

      It went okay. It's the after that's the problem. 

  17. There is a whole lot of weird going on. Maybe its just me.

  18. Dear Sister

  19. Even under the covers with the heat on aloneness is a cold place.


    1. josiel


      If ok, :hug:.  I'm sorry you're feeling alone! :(

    2. Free2Fly


      Safe hugs :hug: if okay?

      i understand that feeling very much :( .

    3. tuliptorn





  20. I feel so old.:blink:

    1. Free2Fly


      Safe hugs :hug: if okay?


      im sure your definitely not old :) , I have had that feeling before mainly cause my likes and dislikes don't match the people of my age group.

    2. tuliptorn


      I often feel the same. Raised around a different time, not necessarily a better time. Just different, old fashioned or something. In my head I look like I did as a teen, which doesn't match my soon 49 year old body that seems to hurt all the time. Thankful and not thankful all the time. Rambling. 

      Night ((((Free))))

    3. Free2Fly


      49 isn't old at all :hug: , and your perfectly welcome to ramble :) .

      good night tulip.

  21. I hurt. 

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    2. Field8


      can I sit with you?


    3. Kmkz


      Sitting with you and safe hugs :hug:

    4. Shaunie


      Thinking of you and sending you postive vibes

  22. I don't want to go back to the hospital. It would ruin everything. 

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    2. Kmkz


      Sitting with you, sending support and safe hugs :hug:

    3. Andrea1501
    4. tuliptorn





      Thank you. 

  23. Deeply sad. Been seeping in more all weekend. This world is not a safe place.😔

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    2. Painnbroken


      Safe :hug:and sitting with you if okay 

    3. Scared1


      :candle: There are good people in this world, and you are one of them. Sitting with you if I may? 

    4. Juniperberry1900
  24. The miracles