BraveOne

@Free2Fly I’ve been great actually the time away was good for me doing a lot better feels like I’m healthy enough to be here again sharing and growing and learning from other survivors.

Hi, welcome back!

That's great Brave 🙂, I'm glad your doing better.

how are you?

Keep fighting, my friend.  You're worth it.  

Thanks Cappy

Thanks everyone I really like it it wouldn't have come into existence without the help of a very special friend and I'm glad I met them here

powerful statement!  

@snmlsthanks

Thanks @Kmkz

I'm sorry you're having a hard time. It sucks. I understand your feeling about hugs and closeness. I hope these dates will be easier for you soon.

to you, One.

I understand.

Hi, I know how hard it is to be in that place. You are brave to share your feeling. And also to continue therapy even when you don't see the light at the end. You're not alone. We're all here hoping for you that you will get better. 

@robynpi thanks for understanding

@elisand thanks for dropping by. Just had an eerie thought that you wpuld have had to be in therapy with me yesterday to know that about the light at the end of the tunnel not being there yet but then again I'm sure some of my other post lately may have lead to that too not real sure. Apperciate the support and everything

We're supposed to have 10 inches the running joke is this is snowmegeden 2016

The running joke for 2016 is also that 2016 has been THE worst year, so Snowmageddon would make sense.

Been the best year so far business wise personally not so great for me but my bus is thriving

  if ok.

There is a form of pottery where you fill the cracks with gold to make all new designs on them. You're not broken, you're healing, your cracks and scars are being replaced with shimmering splendor. And it is a process. <3

Thanks guys still struggling with the same problems a few days later

I will miss you but I understand the need to take a break.  Please take care of you.  

Thanks guys I was feeling like I didn't belong here like I was being a drain on our community somehow. Your kind words mean a lot to me

I think at times we all feel that way but you do belong, we all belong. We may share different point of views but that is what each  special, like I say the world can only handle one Patricia, funny how everyone agrees

If you can only believe it some of the time, it's still progress

Your correct nothing was your fault at all. I hope that one day you'll be able to believe it everyday.  Continue each day trying to believe it. if okay 

Thanks guys safe hugs for everyone of you

Have a great day

 Glad you're enjoying your day!

Thanks everyone

In lieu of an actual solution, a giggle's all I can offer. I hope your dreams are merciful and you get some decent rest

No worries hon.  Blah is okay.   No one will hold it against you.  if ok

Little regular words work just as well if not better than big fancy ones.   

So glad the surgery was successful.  Time to rest, relax, and recuperate.

Safe hugs  if ok?

your not a mess, your just struggling but you are strong and you can do this  .

i believe in u.

@Free2Fly

Thank u one  I needed a hug , kinda up and down with my mood right now.

Second night in a row at least tonight I'm not panicy

I'm glad there was an improvement. I hope you sleep well tonight. 

Me too! Been a long day

Yes!

Safe huggs one. You make a good point!  

im so glad to hear this for you I ber you are really relieved

So nice a whole day with minimal itchy and scratchy issues

awesome soon to be none

Same here

Safe hugs  

Of course today hugs are good

Thanks for all the positivity you have been spreading lately. Haven't responded nearly often enough, but appreciate the beautiful quotes you come up with.

as long as you stay on your side of the world ;) real hugs are too hard at the moment

Ok  , I can understand that very much.

i think our pain is worth a lot. it's real. it's experiencing ourself in a painful way. Hard to explain. I'm not saying we should want it

Make sure to look after yourself and try not to burn out. I have faith that you can finish, without pushing yourself too much. Take care

  You got this.   

Thanks everyone

Safe hugs  if ok?

i hope tomorrow brings you many good days friend.

Onward and upward as a professor of mine use to say to me 

Remember how you feel every time afterward. You can do better than him. You owe yourself that.

I agree with wolf 

I agree with both of you can't believe I am having such a hard time with this. It probably won't happen anyways cause I've been struggling so bad with touch lately so even if we do meet I won't be able to touch him

Safe hugs  if okay?

im scared a lot of the time... I don't feel so normal anymore.

your voice does matter say whatever you need to. Getting it out there is supposed to help.

I'm so sorry your feeling this way One 

I'm sitting with you and thinking of you right now 

Your voice matters. Sitting with you 

I'm sorry one.  I totally know what you mean.  It really bites.  Sitting with you and if ok.  

Thanks oh could use them today for sure

you're welcome.