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robynpi

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About robynpi

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    Robynpi
  • Birthday January 1

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  • Gender
    Female
  • Location
    USA
  • Interests
    equality, freedom, and cats

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    Survivor

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  1. I'm not okay but it doesn't matter and it's really getting to me! 

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    2. robynpi

      robynpi

      ty not good. shrug. its never going away at this point. how are you?

    3. elisand

      elisand

      i had a crazy weekend rain flooding my room. but i'm ok now.

    4. robynpi

      robynpi

      Wow that's a pain! I'm glad you're ok now.

  2. I have so many things I need to say but they're different topics and it bothers me to see my name on the activity list more times than anyone else. 

  3. IDK what's going to happen in 5 minutes but right now, in this moment, I can breathe. 

    1. josiel

      josiel

      If ok, :hug:

  4. I'm lucky to have an acupuncturist who does house calls, charges very little, and works around my weirdness (even though he doesn't know why I'm weird). I'm very grateful even though I get fear around men.

  5. Confused with a difficult choice

    I'm glad to hear. And I understand much of what you are experiencing. Thank goodness for this place.
  6. Confused with a difficult choice

    I hesitate to offer any advice because I have a feeling you know what your options are and it's something you'll have to work out. I am married to a wonderful man who also has his own problems and has told me he has one foot out the door. Not because I'm visually impaired and in a wheelchair but because I am hard to handle. I have PTSD and I'm very aware how it impacts him. I understand combat PTSD is different from my own, but the unpredictability and stuff is a challenge. I think it's great that you realize how raising a child would be difficult if your situation stays the same. My ex became abusive after I relocated myself 3000 miles away from home. I ignored the red flags and I now have a record because one time I decided to fight back. I understand how painful love can be... I spent every night crying for a year before I was able to accept that I could make it on my own. I am not so sure about that anymore, but I definitely am glad I got rid of that monster. I say this because alcoholism can change a person. It doesn't mean he's bad or anything. I'm a former addict. It's a disease and I hope that he seeks help. I feel for you and I hope you are able to work this out.
  7. I am not capable of being supportive to people in my life right now. It's not that I don't care. I can't handle one way relationships right now. 

    1. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      One way relationships should not even exist. It is ok to step back from that. You have a big heart, but if they can't support you, why should you them? Sitting with you, if ok. :hug: to you, if ok.

    2. robynpi

      robynpi

      TY. I appreciate that.

  8. I wish I could be of support but I'm no good for anyone like this. I was there for people for years without asking for a thing. Now I need their support and I get silence. IDK what I'm doing anymore... 

    1. Munchkin_3

      Munchkin_3

      Sitting with you. 

      It's not a failing to have to look after yourself sometimes. I'm sorry your in pain. 

    2. Juniperberry1900
  9. I'm doing my best... I wish I could do more, but I can't. 

    1. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      All you can do is your best. Hang in there. :hug:

  10. Can anyone PM about csa stuff? I'm so alone with this and I'm with the enabler.

    1. Free2Fly
    2. BeeKnee

      BeeKnee

      Hi robynpi, if you're still around, I'm around. I am still deep in the healing process myself but I'm happy to talk if you want. I'll be up for maybe another 20 minutes.

  11. I have something freaking me out but I can't talk about it. It's too much to carry in secret but l have to.

    1. winterwishes

      winterwishes

      :( hope you are okay

    2. robynpi

      robynpi

      I'm not but it's ok. Ty for your support.

  12. Wishing I could curl up behind someone and hide. :*( 

  13. I'm happy to be here for you and am sorry for your struggle. It's ok to have needs - we all do. Pls take gentle care during this difficult time.

  14. I'm sorry for being so needy. Not fishing for people to say "no you're not" (That's not my style). It's just how I feel.

    1. Karac

      Karac

      don't ever be sorry for being you.....you are beautiful....everyone should hear that everyday 

    2. Iheartcupcakes

      Iheartcupcakes

      We are all needy at one time or another :throb: Please don't feel like you have to apologize. Next week is the second anniversary of what happened to me and I feel like a clingy basketcase. You aren't alone :throb:

    3. robynpi
  15. Screaming silently

    For a moment, I thought I was reading my own words. For what it's worth, i understand.
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