Bluesclues

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  • Birthday July 11

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  1. You found a great site. Safe hugs.
  2. Welcome, Em. You found a great place.
  3. It's hard to change. I can only imagine how hard it is to change something you have done/been for 20+years. If I knew you in person I would tell you the truth about how I perceived you I'm sorry. Safe hugs.
  4. Hi

    I am so sorry. Safe hugs.
  5. I just reported two days ago but I'm not going through to court. Safe hugs and I'm glad you found this place
  6. The cop told me that because I didn't say no after we woke up it technically and she just made this face like it's a gray area. No it is not a gray area. I had said no before we fell asleep. Just because it had been a couple hours since I had said no doesn't mean there's consent. I let him because I wanted him to not hate me. I don't even know. I don't know. I'm so stupid. I didn't want it. But I didn't say anything. 

    1. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      You are not stupid. Our reactions vary, but they are what we do to get thru the moment. I never said no at all, but there still was no consent. He even pressured me to thank him, which I eventually did, but consent was not there either. It is not your fault that their is a lack of justice in the justice system. I truly hate that legal does not always  match the moral, because there is no doubt what happened to you was wrong.

      Sitting with you.

    2. Bluesclues

      Bluesclues

      Thank you. I needed to hear that.  :throb:

    3. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      You are very welcome. :) 

  7. I couldn't sleep last night and I'm worried I made the wrong decision by reporting. 

    1. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      You were brave to report. I'm sorry that it isn't working out like it should, but you are very brave.

    2. Bluesclues

      Bluesclues

      Thank you :throb:

  8. I am so sorry. It was not your fault you are not stupid. I shouldn't have texted the R when I knew what kind of person he was but I did. I was stupid. I'm so sorry ! I don't have many words but I am sitting with you and offer safe hugs.
  9. I'm at the police station and the receptionist I spoke to had told me that the female sheriff was just called out but she could call her and tell her what's going on. She left. Then she came out to where I was sitting and asked if I was the victim. And fuck. That hurt. Coming from a stranger. And admitting it to a stranger. 

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    2. Bluesclues

      Bluesclues

      I stayed. I got a lot done today. It's been exhausting and I still have to teach lessons and coach. So. Drained. 

    3. snmls

      snmls

      That was really brave of you. 

    4. Bluesclues

      Bluesclues

      Thank you @snmls  :throb:

  10. Ten

    I'm so sorry. It was not your fault. Safe hugs.
  11. I'm sorry for the trauma you've experienced as a child but I'm glad you are getting therapy and that you've found this site. There are a lot of great people and resources to be found here. Safe hugs.
  12. read the whole poem see second posting I am going to have them delete the one that did not have all the lines of the poem.

  13. I'm sorry for the trauma that has brought you here, I hope you find more healing through AS and a load of empathy and sympathy. You found a good site. Safe hugs.
  14. Welcome, Michael. You found a great site. I'm sorry for what brought you here.
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    Hi Madison, I'm sorry you were brought here but your therapist recommended a great site. Pm me anytime I'm hardly offended. You can ask me anything.