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About Beamcam

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  • Birthday 12/25/1982

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    fishing, cats ,dogs, cooking, music, hiking, outdoors, volunteering, and campfires/ bonfires

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  1. I cant handle any more stress Im falling to pieces 

    1. ActivistAlly


      Sitting with you if okay...


    2. Beamcam


      yes it is ok and the hugs are too thank you 

  2. sorry I have not been on much as of late I have been going through alot and staying sane with the help of my little one 

    1. Kmkz


      No need to apologise, your priority is you and your precious baby. Treasure and cherish every moment and amaze and wonder in your ability for endless love. 

    2. Beamcam


      thank you 


  3. flashback and stress over load sending bps through the roof 

    1. MeBeMary
    2. Beamcam


      yes they are thank you 

  4. Hey, I'm New

    I will say that when I first came to the site was the hardest to talk about anything it took me some time my inbox is always open to you if you need to talk keep in mind you are not alone
  5. Hey, I'm New

    Yes mountainlion it has happened to me on many of occasions it still happens all I can say is follow your gut its usually never wrong it has happened even just recently
  6. Hey, I'm New

    when you are ready dont push yourself to hard it takes time to build up the trust to complete strangers I myself go through periods where I post alot then dont post nothing at all it is all on how much you feel comfortable posting and how much and when you decide no one elses decision and dont feel bad if you dont
  7. Im gonna explode on one person in particular and she will hate me in the end if I do Im sorry Im not as rich as her or that all my time all I do is clean and  that I have to dig my head out of my ass all the time bc Im so damn uppidy    Im me I live on needs not wants I dont do luxury  I dont think Im better then every one else either and I sure the hell dont F****** judge people for what they have either 

  8. Hey, I'm New

    hello and welcome mountainlion75 Im sorry to hear that is was so recent. Im glad you found the site so you can have people who understand and that you can talk to about things to. AS has been very beneficial to me since I have joined there is alot of great supportive people that are willing to help in any way they can. Im here for you and you are not alone. I hope you are able to find the support you need through the site best wishes
  9. my mind has gone off the deep end 

    1. MeBeMary


      Sitting with you. :hug: if ok.

    2. Beamcam


      yes  and hugs are ok things just keep getting more stressful rather then better 

  10. Tired of fighting so hard and Im getting now were 

    1. Painnbroken


      I’m sorry Beam.  Sitting with you for as long as you want and need if okay.  :hug:if okay. 

    2. Beamcam


      thank you pnb 

    3. Painnbroken


      You’re very welcome dear.  

  11. Im completely losing it my  mind and hope 

    1. ActivistAlly


      sitting here with you to hug your mind and hope until they feel like coming back to you :hug::throb:

  12. going down hill fast slipping away not able to trust any one any more bottling up every thing no where to  turn 

    1. Field8


      Please don't isolate. We are here for you.

    2. Beamcam


      thanks but its hard bc I no longer trust any one 

  13. Auntie Cap in da house...

    congrats Auntie Cap