Beamcam

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About Beamcam

  • Rank
    Survivor
  • Birthday 12/25/1982

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  • Gender
    Female
  • Location
    Pennsylvania
  • Interests
    fishing, cats ,dogs, cooking, music, hiking, outdoors, volunteering, and campfires/ bonfires

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    Survivor

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  1. I am very tired very angry on the verge of becoming enraged and feel like alot of things are just so dang useless any more 

    1. ActivistAlly

      ActivistAlly

      Well, you certainly have a right to be frustrated if anyone does Beamy.  (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

    2. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      thank you Activist

  2.  

    sorry you feel like this, :throb::throb::throb: sitting with you.

     

    no matter what you have said or thought or done, you are truly worthy.

    I have experienced your kindness and understanding many times.

    you love your pets ,you have tremendous compassion.

    you have overcome some terrible obstacles.

     

     

     

     

    1. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      thank you for all your kind words Oceanwaves 

  3. Im not worthy of anyones support 

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    2. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      thanks 

    3. robynpi

      robynpi

      I'm not the "hug" type, but I hope you're feeling a little better. 

    4. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      not really but Ill manage thank you for asking 

  4. Im back again was gone a few days due to helping friends out but back now again and happy to be back home again 

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    2. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Sometimes we forget the importance of being able to drive ourselves places when we need to. She is fortunate to have you step up to help. :up:

    3. ActivistAlly

      ActivistAlly

      You are incredible to help them!!!  Well done!!! :)

    4. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      thank you both very much

  5. I took a few days off from AS Im back again 

  6. :hug::throb:  Thinking of you with support...

    1. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      Thank you Activist I was ok just not online thats all 

  7. Going to ER not good day

    1. ActivistAlly

      ActivistAlly

      if okay will ride with you my friend

    2. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      thank you Im home now still no good news 

  8. I dont belong here there or any where 

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    2. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      only part is that I cant believe it the times when I need the most support is always the times when I dont get it 

    3. ActivistAlly

      ActivistAlly

      I hope this will come to you at a time when it is needed but I support you if okay to say.  ((((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))))

    4. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      thank you 

  9. Im done just plain done tired of always wasting my damn time I know my place and thats all that matters nothing but a piece of garbage 

    1. ActivistAlly

      ActivistAlly

      you are not garbage :(  never ((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))

  10. Im so sick of everything and everyone 

  11. Im on a 2 day streak of just hating people

  12. I did it back to feeling really shitty again did it to myself with no ones help I can never do it right just a mess up and always will be 

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    2. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      thank you blues

    3. ActivistAlly

      ActivistAlly

      You are much more than any mistakes you might have made, none of us are perfect.  I see you as my friend and you always will be.

    4. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      thank you activist 

  13. So much going on Im shutting down need help but cant seem to ask anyone 

    1. ActivistAlly

      ActivistAlly

      I wish beyond wishes there was some help I could give but I can sit with you if okay and give safe hugs of support :(  you deserve kind support and help through this terrible time.

    2. EmergingLight

      EmergingLight

      (((((Beam))))) I hate that you are suffering so much at the moment

    3. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      thank you both for your kind words

  14. why bother or care anymore so fed up 

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    2. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      thanks tuliptorn

    3. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      :up: 

      Be good to you. Sitting with you.

    4. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      I dont know how too 

  15. so done with everything im giving up 

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    2. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      To some, maybe. I get that. It sucks.

      But it matters to you. And that's the person it matters to most. 

    3. snmls

      snmls

       Sitting with you Beamcam.  You are enough and you are so worth it.  :bighug:

    4. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      thank you