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Everything posted by Beamcam

  1. flashback and stress over load sending bps through the roof 

  2. Hey, I'm New

    I will say that when I first came to the site was the hardest to talk about anything it took me some time my inbox is always open to you if you need to talk keep in mind you are not alone
  3. Hey, I'm New

    Yes mountainlion it has happened to me on many of occasions it still happens all I can say is follow your gut its usually never wrong it has happened even just recently
  4. Hey, I'm New

    when you are ready dont push yourself to hard it takes time to build up the trust to complete strangers I myself go through periods where I post alot then dont post nothing at all it is all on how much you feel comfortable posting and how much and when you decide no one elses decision and dont feel bad if you dont
  5. Im gonna explode on one person in particular and she will hate me in the end if I do Im sorry Im not as rich as her or that all my time all I do is clean and  that I have to dig my head out of my ass all the time bc Im so damn uppidy    Im me I live on needs not wants I dont do luxury  I dont think Im better then every one else either and I sure the hell dont F****** judge people for what they have either 

  6. Hey, I'm New

    hello and welcome mountainlion75 Im sorry to hear that is was so recent. Im glad you found the site so you can have people who understand and that you can talk to about things to. AS has been very beneficial to me since I have joined there is alot of great supportive people that are willing to help in any way they can. Im here for you and you are not alone. I hope you are able to find the support you need through the site best wishes
  7. my mind has gone off the deep end 

    1. MeBeMary


      Sitting with you. :hug: if ok.

    2. Beamcam


      yes  and hugs are ok things just keep getting more stressful rather then better 

  8. Tired of fighting so hard and Im getting now were 

    1. Painnbroken


      I’m sorry Beam.  Sitting with you for as long as you want and need if okay.  :hug:if okay. 

    2. Beamcam


      thank you pnb 

    3. Painnbroken


      You’re very welcome dear.  

  9. Im completely losing it my  mind and hope 

    1. ActivistAlly


      sitting here with you to hug your mind and hope until they feel like coming back to you :hug::throb:

  10. going down hill fast slipping away not able to trust any one any more bottling up every thing no where to  turn 

    1. Field8


      Please don't isolate. We are here for you.

    2. Beamcam


      thanks but its hard bc I no longer trust any one 

  11. Auntie Cap in da house...

    congrats Auntie Cap
  12. Just some hangry hollering!

    Only you Capulet
  13. Say you care show it actions speak louder than words

  14. Just cant seem to deal with it all any more or cope just too much

    1. Free2Fly


      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      sitting with you also.

    2. Beamcam


      Yes they're ok and thank you

  15. Im so sick of hospitals doctors nurses and dang flashbacks 

  16. Hello Everyone

    welcome hope you are able to find the support you need here. Im sorry for what you have endured.
  17. I give up on everything at this point

  18. Any one else having problems logging onto the site

  19. Im back around again but Im starting to think it doesnt really matter 

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    2. Beamcam


      Im sorry I know my reason I put a post about it in the female survivor forum

    3. Field8


      It matters to me

    4. Beamcam


      Thank you

  20. Today was a totally awesome day big thanks to my boyfriend.  He bought me a new laptop.  Thanks to him I will be back on the site more often.  

  21. I havent been around the past few weeks im struggling but maintaining my computer crashed and waiting for funds to get new one probably the end of next week pm me if you want to talk to me or check in with me.  Been frustrating that I have been absent from my family 

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    2. Beamcam


      Its ok better late never i will be getting one thursday

    3. Jaybird13


      Thinking about you recently and hoping things are going well! Sorry to hear about the computer. :hug:

    4. Beamcam


      thank you very much 

  22. will I ever be able to sleep again feeling so very exhausted and drained  

    1. ActivistAlly


      I hope you will be able to sleep again (((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))


    2. Beamcam
  23. I should just stick to the old ways and bottle everything 

  24. Im ready to give up 

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    2. Beamcam


      thank you activist 

    3. teleah


      Sitting with you (((((((Beamcam))))))) sending you thoughts of hope and healing, please take care of yourself, love teleah

    4. Beamcam