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    After Silence & my therapy room
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    certain pop music, Being in supportive & caring atmosphere, Psychology,

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  1. Pretty terrible.. broken phone no money. But i have someone sitting with me. Need support please:(

  2. I'm new here, so hi

    Hi! welcome to AS! we are here for you.
  3. new here

    Hi! you are welcome here.
  4. i thought it would be good to put down in which ways my existence has gotten better through therapy.

    i don't feel suicidal all the time

    walking is easier

    in control of my organs

    find things that help me like internet

    like After Silence

    buy things to make me feel good 

    like coke (the drink!)

    stand up to my parents and tell them what i need

    create a viable day plan that i feel good about

    think of what i want to do in the future

    met a girl (but i broke up) 

    know what is special about me

    filter who to connect with

    do things in public like speaking

    confident with study partners


  5. I really wish I could become a Pop-Star. 

    And I would sing how I feel as a survivor.

  6. Male Victim

    there are terrible people everywhere. sending support
  7. watched the movie Nowhere Safe.

    i feel so bad with her. 

    i've had so many of those feelings.

    i wish someone was there for me also.

    i love the ending, she's so brave

  8. doing ok. watched the movie http://www.imdb.com/title/tt2978102/ 

    i found the building relationship with kate and her ultimate happiness really resonates inside. 

    i want that. 

    and also how nick will do anything to save her. Why couldn't my dad do that, be there for me?

  9. Hi, nice to meet you all.

    Hi!, Welcome to AS! please feel comfortable. We are in this together.
  10. Hoping I belong

    I think here is the safest place in the world. I hope you will feel that way too. It's so hard. I sometimes think that if i would have known how hard it would be i wouldn't have started. But now i am at a stage where i can see a future in the distance.
  11. Hello

    Hi Alexis, Welcome back! i think you'll find a lot of support here
  12. Lost

    H, Welcome to AS! Happy to have you join!
  13. Hello! Im new.

    Hi Sarah, welcome to AS! I am so sorry what you've been through.
  14. found out that the concept of being defiled and violated applies to me. Idk, maybe i have been too frozen and broken to think that way 'til now:unsure:

    1. robynpi


      :( I'm so sorry

    2. elisand


      thanks. could you sit with me for a while?

  15. I think i only remember anything in snapshots like a picture of any event in my past not like a video.Also it's like my memories are on mute. I don't remember sounds. Maybe that's why sounds trigger me. 

    I just realized this and i needed to share it but my T is away. 

    Also I started to feel a little. It's scary. Yesterday my apartment got rain inside and i felt so desperate.