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  1. waterlily13

    I'm so sorry everyone, I've been trying to be on more often, and be more supportive, but I am really struggling and my bandwidth is just so low right now I feel like I can barely function :(Please just know I think about you all daily, and I wish I could take the pain away from so many of you who are suffering and hurting.  Sending so many safe hugs (if ok) and positive vibes to everyone who reads this 

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    2. Capulet

      Capulet

      ❤️  Hit me up when you're feeling up to it.  Sending love and safe hugs. :)

    3. BrightSide

      BrightSide

      Thank you, for your thoughts and positive vibes. Sending back masses of safe and positive vibes and comfort :comfort: 🧡 B

    4. AKB

      AKB

      We know and will always be here to lift you up when you need us. Sending you so much support and 💓.

  2. waterlily13
    Sending you safe hugs if ok friend, there were different parts of this I really, really related to. I'm short on words tonight but just wanted you to know that you're not alone, and it wasn't your fault. You are amazing and so strong, keep going💜
  3. waterlily13

    Was a bit stupid again tonight :( I wish I could just get it together all ready :( 

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    2. snmls

      snmls

      We all make mistakes and do stupid things sometimes. I will be okay. Don't be so hard on yourself. 

    3. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      I do stupid things all the time. I understand the frustration. Sitting with you. :hug: 

    4. Capulet

      Capulet

      ❤️  Sending hugs, friend.  You hang in there!

  4. waterlily13

    I just want to fight everything and everyone lately....everything feels so out of control I just want to feel safe and heard🙁

    1. Enigma87

      Enigma87

      I'm sorry you are feeling this way @waterlily13 :( Sending you "safe" hugs if okay :hug:and please know we (I) hear you.

      Feel free to PM me if you'd like. Sitting with you also if okay. ❤️

    2. Houston

      Houston

      I’m so sorry that everything feels out of control right now. :( You deserve to be/feel safe & heard. 
      Just as Enigma offered, I’m here to listen if you want to talk. 
      sitting with you & sending a safe hug if ok? :hug:

      -Kim

  5. waterlily13

    Chest is tight, lots of anxiety tonight, ugh

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    2. patriciag

      patriciag

      oh, I know what that feels like, I get many of them and have to go to the hospital 

    3. Poppy_

      Poppy_

      Message me if you want to talk! I'm here :) 

    4. waterlily13

      waterlily13

      @Poppy_ thank you friend!!  I might message you a little later today if that's ok?  Miss you ❤️

  6. waterlily13

    Better night tonight🥰

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    2. Capulet

      Capulet

      ❤️ I'm so glad, friend!!!!

    3. snmls

      snmls

      I'm glad you're feeling better. Hopefully the good feelings continue. 

    4. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      Late to this, but glad for you. :autumn:

  7. waterlily13

    I am emotionally and physically exhausted today :(

    1. samantha2009

      samantha2009

      I hope you are feeling better? Sitting with you if ok? :( 

       

      sam🖤🌻

    2. waterlily13

      waterlily13

      I'm up and down today, I dunno, feeling frustrated about some things :( thanks friend❤️❤️

  8. waterlily13

    Ouchy lower back & hips today...wish I could stay home in bed, but at least it's nice out

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    2. snmls

      snmls

      Sorry you are in pain. Try to take it easy and enjoy the nice weather if you can. 

    3. waterlily13

      waterlily13

      Thanks friends ❤️ 

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Your welcome hope your doing better now, if not then sitting with you and safe hugs :hug:If ok?

  9. waterlily13

    Rough night. :(

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      I'm sorry your having a rough night, sitting with if ok?

    2. Enigma87

      Enigma87

      I’m sorry :( Sending safe hugs & sitting with you if ok ❤️

    3. BrightSide

      BrightSide

      Im sorry, sending Safe and Positive vibes. B

  10. waterlily13
    I wonder this sometimes. I feel like I've put a lot of work into healing but it still pops into my head almost every day. I guess now it's just a question of how strongly I react to the memories, how much it affects my every day life, is that silly?
  11. waterlily13

    Everything feels so heavy right now.  I'm trying my best, but it's a heavy weight to bear :(

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    2. SurviveRecover

      SurviveRecover

      You will make it through!

    3. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      Yes it is. But you can make it. Sitting with you🌷

    4. waterlily13

      waterlily13

      Thank you so much friends, I'm so sorry I've been so slow to respond, I've just been taking the week minute by minute.  I'm tired a lot but things are starting to feel better in some ways :)

  12. waterlily13

    Dreamed about *him* last night, I feel uneasy and yucky today.  Kind of want to cry but the tears won't come :(

    1. Poppy_

      Poppy_

      Sitting with you, sweet friend :throb:

    2. waterlily13

      waterlily13

      Thank you so much friend, I hope you are doing ok, grateful for you💜

  13. waterlily13
    Love and so many hugs to you friend, you inspire me by your strength and love and courage!!💜💜
  14. waterlily13

    Had kind of an emotional trigger this afternoon, I'm always a little fragile after EMDR, but tonight is getting rough.  I wish I had someone to hold me and tell me it would be ok :(

    1. samantha2009

      samantha2009

      I’m sorry there is nobody to hold you and tell you it’s ok :( I will sit with you if ok?

      sam

    2. waterlily13

      waterlily13

      Thank you friend ❤️ That does help ❤️ 

    3. samantha2009

      samantha2009

      💜

  15. waterlily13

    Having an ok day today for what feels like the first time in forever!  I'm getting another tattoo on Tuesday and am excited about that :)

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    2. Capulet

      Capulet

      Sounds awesome!!!  Hoping to see a photo if you'd like to share your tattoo!  I think I'm due another one soon! ❤️ Glad your days are improving, hun.

    3. waterlily13

      waterlily13

      Thanks everyone!!  I'll send pics to anyone who wants to see, I'm really excited about it!.  My other tattoo is a lotus flower because well...  you know :) 

      I'm trying to change my relationship with my body and this felt like a step in the right direction :) Thanks for all the love, hope you all are doing ok! ❤️ 

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Your welcome 🙂,  tattoos aren't a bad thing they add colour, having a pretty rubbish time right now so yeah, anyway glad it's going good.

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