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Hope your doing okay? Safe hugs
If ok?
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Hey @Free2Fly Yes, thank you for the safe hugs
& thank you for checking in on me. I’m hanging in there. Been feeling a bit disconnected lately, but I’m okay. I hope you are okay 
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Yeahhhhh. That kinda day...thought this would make y'all smile. ❤️
The sun'll come out tomorrow, maybe?
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Feeling really down today 😞
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@Free2Fly@mini.finch@MeBeMary@feralcat
Thank you all for your support - for the hugs and for sitting with me. You have no idea how reading/seeing your responses makes me feel right now, after such a rough day. ❤️❤️❤️
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Life is really hard lately. I just feel so alone. On the outside, I appear calm to everyone. On the inside, I am screaming. I keep numbing the pain so I don't feel so lonely or stuck. Sometimes ending it all seems like an easier option. I promised my T today that I would keep trying though. It just feels like too much sometimes.
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Life is really hard lately. I just feel so alone. On the outside, I appear calm to everyone. On the inside, I am screaming. I keep numbing the pain so I don't feel so lonely or stuck. Sometimes ending it all seems like an easier option. I promised my T today that I would keep trying though. It just feels like too much sometimes.
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@Free2Fly Aw thank you friend
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@mini.finch I’m glad to know I’m not alone, although I’m sorry to hear you are dealing with that also. It can be so painful sometimes. Thank you so much for the hugs. 💕
@Thought_storm Oh thank you so much for that reference! It sounds like an interesting and helpful book. Thank you for letting me know I’m not alone in feeling this way. I will definitely look that book up. Yes, I can keep certain things hidden from my family, so I should be able to get that book and keep it to myself. Thank you so much for your support and encouragement. ❤️
@orangegiraffe Yes, please sit with me. 🥺 Thank you for your support and kindness. Aw, it means a lot to hear you say those words about my value. Sending hugs back
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I feel unbelieved by my psychiatrist. I just had a tough appointment. I feel like I was explaining things over and over again, and he didn't believe me. I had to keep talking. I'm feeling very exhausted and anxious now. *sigh*
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Life is really hard lately. I just feel so alone. On the outside, I appear calm to everyone. On the inside, I am screaming. I keep numbing the pain so I don't feel so lonely or stuck. Sometimes ending it all seems like an easier option. I promised my T today that I would keep trying though. It just feels like too much sometimes.
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@mini.finch Aww thank you so much for saying such nice things about me friend. It is kind of you. Your support is much appreciated. ❤️ I’m just feeling so stuck and that no one in my real life understands. I’m tired of faking I’m okay.
@BrightSide Thank you so much B. 💕 I really appreciate you sitting with me. I appreciate the company. I like not having to pretend here at AS. I wish it were that way in real life.
@Free2Fly Yes, thank you for the hugs. It’s nice to hear you say I’m strong. I don’t feel that way. Thank you for your support friend. ❤️ I could use the company.
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I didn't realize that I was having major flashbacks for days. I woke up to a bad dream yet again today. From cult leader SA down to earlier ones in college and in my late teens. That was the first shame.
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Having bad anxiety today. Could use some hugs and sitters.
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My fur child died 3 weeks ago during a grooming under anesthesia. I am shattered. I am angry. My heart is gone. That is how I'm doing lately.
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Hiya I just wanted you to know I haven’t forgotten you and that I’m thinking of you. Sorry I haven’t been the most supportive friend. Hope you’re doing ok, love. -L
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@behindthesehazeleyes Oh friend, please don’t worry! I’m not thinking badly about you at all. I’m so glad to hear from you! I’m hanging in there. I hope you are okay! Feel free to PM me if you want ❤️❤️❤️
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I want to curl into a ball and hide. Just one of those days.
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Sending you support and sitting with you @mini.finch ❤️
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I just had a rough therapy session today. 😢 My traumaversary is coming up this Saturday. I'm feeling a lot of anger, sadness, and shame. I'm not sure how to handle it all.
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@abhaya Aw thank you for your kind and encouraging words, as well as the hugs!
❤️ You have no idea how much I needed to hear that today. Thank you my friend 💕
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I just had a rough therapy session today. 😢 My traumaversary is coming up this Saturday. I'm feeling a lot of anger, sadness, and shame. I'm not sure how to handle it all.
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@Poppy_ Aw thank you so much friend. I really appreciate you and your support. I’ll keep that in mind - if I need to talk ❤️❤️❤️
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I just had a rough therapy session today. 😢 My traumaversary is coming up this Saturday. I'm feeling a lot of anger, sadness, and shame. I'm not sure how to handle it all.
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@mini.finch Aw thank you so much for the hugs and support!
Yes, I can call or email her. But we haven’t talked about it too much. I haven’t wanted to make a big deal out of it to her. I think she feels like I shouldn’t be dwelling on it too much. I agree, but it’s hard to distract or not think about it though. That’s why I appreciate the support here on AS. So thank you ❤️❤️❤️ I will try to stay busy on that day.
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April is sexual assault awareness month. A month for prevention, education, and honoring survivors.
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I wish I could love this weather. I wish it wasn't corrupted.
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Feeling lonely... It’s no one’s fault but my own though. I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m sorry i haven’t been around much. I’m sending out hugs and support to you all ❤️❤️❤️
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@abhaya @mini.finch Thank you both. I appreciate all of your support, friendship, kindness, and hugs. I really needed it. I’m here for you both also. ❤️❤️❤️
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Feeling overly emotional. Not sure how to cope!
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Really overwhelmed with work rn. I was sent so many projects.
How can I do them all?
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Got triggered again reading an article about another man sexually assaulting women. This is the first time in a long time it's happened to me. I'm just so tired about hearing this.
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Really overwhelmed with work rn. I was sent so many projects.
How can I do them all?
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@mini.finch I’m so sorry you’re feeling overwhelmed with work Finch
Take some deep breaths and take one thing at a time if you can. ❤️ How are you feeling today?
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