Dahliaa

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About Dahliaa

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    Female
  • Location
    Where the Wild Things Are
  • Interests
    Writing, painting, dancing, and making someone's day a little bit better.

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  1. First time in a long time that I actually felt hope.

  2. I need to stop asking my friend about my rapist. I don't want her to be the link to him finding me.

  3. I feel tricked. This happens every year. It starts off well until someone finds a way to remind why I should hate birthdays :angry:

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    2. Dahliaa

      Dahliaa

      @tuliptorn No, it doesn't. At this point, I'm used to it all. I'll be okay :) 

    3. Ayla3

      Ayla3

      Ugh no, sorry to hear it! Hope it was not all a loss! 

    4. Dahliaa

      Dahliaa

      I'm just going to forget about that day and all that happened. @Ayla3

  4. Thank you so much! I'm glad you enjoyed it!
  5. Don't know how I'm going to go to sleep tonight. In so much pain :(

    1. Ayla3

      Ayla3

      So sorry you're in pain... Hope it fades away to nothing so you can get some rest...

    2. Dahliaa
  6. Sometimes, I feel like I'm losing my mind. I really need to stop being so reckless. 

    1. RockerChick

      RockerChick

      Is everything okay? 

    2. Dahliaa

      Dahliaa

      It will be :) 

    3. RockerChick

      RockerChick

      I hope so dear :)

  7. No problem! If you need anything, please don't hesitate to reach out! The moderators are also incredibly helpful
  8. Hello! Welcome to AS! I'm sorry for what brought you here but I really do think you'll find AS comforting
  9. Hi

    Hey Xenon I'm so glad you could join us here at AS and how brave of you to say hi! I really hope you find whatever it is that you need on here. We're all here to support you and listen to anything it is that you have to say. Don't be afraid to reach out!
  10. Darkness

    No one knows what real darkness is Until you've danced under a red moonlight With foreign hands gripping you chest to chest Hearing a heartbeat you could only stop if his tongue were to reach your lips Heat scorched skin sticks you to him Counting seconds till mom and dad decide to visit Till you're saved Time was unforgiving and you realized then that it was the end You could not find friends in that lonely basement Slipping further into the darkness where slippery fingers found their way Breaths and secrets intertwined They made you his but he remained undefined Never, shall you say his name. -I'm not very fond of this poem of mine but I thought I should share. Maybe someone will feel better because of it.
  11. Not even five minutes into being here and my father is already picking a fight over a simple "Hello, how are you". This is going to be one long weekend :duh:

    1. Ayla3

      Ayla3

      Oh no! Ugh!!! Don't give in, try to stay calm and if he's picking a fight just try to avoid going any further with it, it's not worth your energy...good luck!!!!

    2. Dahliaa

      Dahliaa

      @Ayla3 I'm not going to :) I think my calmness was making him more annoyed, to be honest. I have guests staying over for the weekend so I'm sure they'll do the heavy work for me and distract him. Thanks for the luck!

    3. Ayla3

      Ayla3

      Good for you! Stay calm, even if it bugs him, just do you and let the others just keep him busy, that sounds like a very good plan! :) 

  12. Not problem! Whenever you need a little bit of encouragement, you just let me know!
  13. First of all, I'm proud of you for making your first post! I know it's not always easy to take that first step. There is no rush in speaking out about what happened. It's important to think of your comfort first. We will continue to be here when you're ready. Safe and welcome!
  14. In Love We Trust

    In the heart of L.A theres a lost little girl With a head full of the curls and the weight of the world on her shoulders But her story gets colder hold up! All the men that she's ever encountered Have proved to be cowards misused and abused her and bruised her with power Now her doubts getting louder And all her tears are building up building up building up And all her fears are killin' her killin' her killin' her -In Love We Trust by Jhene Aiko If there was ever a song to describe what I felt then and what I feel now, it would be this one.
  15. I don't even know why I bother trying or even trusting. People will always let me down.  I'm just done with letting anyone in at this point.