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I also have an obsession with sex that I keep hidden. I feel gross for wanting the things that I want. I've had to go into the bathroom at work and cum while looking at images on my phone. I'll wake up from a dead sleep wanting sex. Like you, I've also experienced physical pain from excessive masturbation. I am grossed out by thoughts of my abuser, and can't wait until she's finally dead. I feel like I'll be able to attend family events if she's gone forever. I also struggle with suicidal ideation that I've only told my wife about. Daily I want out. Oddly, I read about these b