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miss you always

Boundaries and the holidays...keep these tips in mind: 

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May is...

or contact their website at:

💚 https://www.nami.org/Home 💚

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Outside the U.S.? Here are some global alternatives for information: 

https://checkpointorg.com/global/

https://www.helpguide.org/find-help.htm

Ughhhh.  I have a terrible cold.

(Also what I said to get out of going to a therapy appointment a few years ago.)

This time, it’s true!

Hoping you all are having a good day. ❤️

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Well, as of yesterday, I have officially made it one year without SHing. This is the longest I've ever gone since I started... about 14-15 years ago. I thought I would feel differently once I made it past the one year mark of sobriety but... I kind of don't.  

One small thing...  

Tomorrow, November 17th is World Pancreatic Cancer Day.  

I invite you all to leave a 💗 in support of those who are directly and/or indirectly struggling with cancer.  Know you are loved, supported and thought of, EVERY day.  

I'm wearing my pink a day early.

I am ugly.  

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Did I get your attention? 

This is a Survivors' Challenge.

And I would like to challenge everyone to view themselves in a different way today.

Please read: 

If you read this thru and back...do know you are beautiful. Don't ever doubt it!  

Triggered by seeing a name in an email...fun stuff. Could use hugs. ❤️ 

Got accepted into my first choices. 

For some, Mother’s Day is complicated.

For those who have dreamed of motherhood and are still waiting for that dream to come true.

For those whose children have died.

For those who have experienced miscarriage or stillbirth.

For those who have made difficult decisions regarding their motherhood.

For those who made the painful choice to say goodbye.

For those who will only be celebrated for the children in their arms while also mothering the ones in their hearts.

For those who are dealing with infertility.

For those whose motherhood is challenged by society.

For those who aren’t sure where they fit on Mother’s Day.

For those who have complicated relationships with their children.

For those who are experiencing motherhood without support.

For those who are missing their mothers.

For those who have complicated relationships with their mothers.

For those who never knew their mothers.

For those who have reasons beyond this list.

Please know that you have my support. ❤️ 

struggling.....

I am overwhelmed, I need hugs  

ok then. idk why i even come here anymore 💔

I’m hurting.

I love that feeling when I find a song with lyrics that are so spot on it's scary. Guess I found a new cover photo. 
Lyrics by Em Beihold. Photo by me. 

Please sit with me 

Struggling with flashbacks and triggers today. My chest is tight and I feel like I'm going to be sick.

Big day today! I'll tattoo an image of young John Lennon on my back. A bit random I know, but he was a big part of my childhood and I just find comfort in him. 

Winnie the Pooh feels right.

Really struggling with this spring/warmer weather. I feel so scared. Hugs/sitters appreciated. 

I hope I don’t wake up tomorrow.