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  1. 😢

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    2. Goldeneye


      Sorry and thank you 

    3. Finchy


      Nothing to be sorry about. :bighug: We are here for you!

    4. Field8


      Sitting with you 

  2. Just thinking of you my friend, I hope you are alright. 

  3. Hello, I don't know where to start. Well, I think you are very solid, strong. First, I know how it is to be with someone like the Oompa. How many times I would twist my tongue to stay polite. So, you are good and I totally understand you want to stay in this home even with all the problems you have with it. It's sometimes hard, but keeping a good family relationships is, when possible, not a bad thing. We never know when we could need some help. For your school part, i won't talk for others, but it is an important part of your life. Where I come from, education is important and doing
  4. Goldeneye

    I fear...

    @samantha2009 Thank you for your support and explanations. They are very appreciated. I know it's normal to collapse someway or a little to medium, but I fear the day, if it happens one day, that I could collapse and stop moving. I fear to paralyse, to be unable to get out of bed and to go to work. More I think about it, I think I fear to lose control over myself. Thank you again and I'll think about what you said. Goldie
  5. Alcohol and sadness is not a good idea. I feel I'm losing control to my emotions.... :cry:

  6. I'm so excited to do my exam in an hour and a half. I feel sooo ready.

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    2. Goldeneye


      @samantha2009 and @fallenstar and others: I'm so proud of myself ! I received my grade and I had 90%. So, I'm no more an apprentice. :)


    3. fallenstar


      WOW 90% that is amazing!! Congrats to you!! Really glad you are proud of yourself for all the hard work you put in paying off 😊👏👏

    4. marcyabadeer


      @Goldeneye 🖤🌻 congrats friend! I am so happy for you 

  7. I'm here, somewhere, crawling in the dark of my mind.

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    2. Goldeneye


      Like yesterday evening, depressed. I had a few hours of happiness, thought.

    3. BrightSide


      Im sorry Goldeneye your feeling so low. Sitting with you if you like?, your not alone. B

    4. Goldeneye
  8. Hello Mason, I'm Goldeneye/Goldie and it's a pleasure to meet you. I'm sorry you had to go true this. Take your time, there's no stress, no hurry here. When you'll be ready, we will be here to listen and to support you. You are not alone, I too feared what my family would have said and fear what friends would say. Just remember it wasn't your fault and you are not alone. Take good care, Goldie
  9. Thank you AS, with out you and your community I don't know if I would still be here or if I'd be able to continue. I owe you much. 


    1. marcyabadeer


      Thank you for being here 🖤

    2. snmls


      You are always welcome here and we are glad to have you as part of this community. 

    3. Goldeneye
  10. My generosity, @PreciousRose my life is a good one, I'm still able to be happy, to love, to make great things, to help, to share, to play music, to do sport, to study, to learn, to… trust !? By sharing and asking for help, we trust other members. By trusting, we finally reopen slowly our trust. It was damaged, but it's still there. Did we lost something or is it just very damaged ? @JustSam Your point is still good even after 3 years. Goldie
  11. @goldraindrops In here, you are never alone. - - - - - - Since I'm not a lot here, I'd say lot less. The last 2 years I thought about it once in a wile and I could control it. I had problem when the hashtag me too started in 2017 and it was everywhere. I was on a job doing 70h a week and I would not let me sleep at night. Without it, would have last 3 years of quite a good control. Now that I'm back, took 4 weeks before I lost control and it's everyday, mostly at night before falling asleep. Now, I know I've done the right choice to not buy a house in here even if i
  12. I'm tired, but my mind won't let me sleep more. 

  13. Goldeneye

    April 2020

    Thank you for the idea. I don't know how the blog work, so I'll just do a post in the old one and a new entry every months or for other topics. About him, I'll have to get use to it since he's the neighbor of my neighbor. I should find a way to handle it. Just the training seems to help a lot. Thanks for the motivation. Goldie
  14. Goldeneye


    Here's something cute to make you all smile.
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