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healingt

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  1. I agree. Especially about the triggers. I always end up seeing connections that aren't there: not because I want to, but because I can't stop.
  2. Wishing you all the best for your new start at your new school ! :hug:

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      healingt

      Thank you so so much!! That is so kind of you :)

  3. I just learned how to follow members! Hurray, lol! :dance:

  4. beautiful picture! I am so happy things are looking up for you, hope they continue like that! Best of luck tomorrow
  5. I don't have any answers for you, but I have plenty of love and support. I have the same questions, even including the wonder if I will ever find a man I can trust. So happy for your engagement; I wish you well!
  6. Hi, ESS, so happy that you're ready to seek closure! I wish you well on your journey and I am confident in you
  7. Oneinamillion, I commend you for your courage. You are so brave to even register on this site, let alone make your first post! Incredible milestone, sweetie! I am so sorry for what you went through, but I am so happy that you are finally able to open up to your therapist--that is a huge step in the right direction. It's a constant struggle to remind myself that everyone heals at a different pace, but it is so true. Please allow yourself to heal on your terms and I hope that you feel all the love and support AS embodies. I am a new member as well, but I have already felt so much welcoming it's
  8. I can see! Thank you Mary, thank you for your kind words. You're so right, this site if full of much love and support! Thank you so much, I hope to be fighter! Thank you, I hope so! Thank you for the welcome! AS has definitely helped already Wow, it means so much to be called an inspiration, so thank you! Believe me, if I can be courageous, so you can you! Sending lots of love your way if okay :):)
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    Emotions

    Guilt. Sadness. Anger. Disgust. Shock. Confusion. Numbness. I have felt and still feel a lot of different emotions—some that I’m not ready to deal with yet. And that is okay. For now, the important thing is I recognize what he did was wrong, immoral, and criminal. I admit that I was raped. I do not deny it anymore. I accept that I will have to dedicate a lot of effort to overcome my future struggles and emotions that are associated with my abuse. I am prepared to go on that journey, but one step at a time. Right now, I need to achieve mental clarity to fully comprehend the situation.
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    My Rape Story

    The night started in the local Rite-Aid parking lot. "If only I hadn't have used the restroom," I torment myself. the little things. I warmed up to them and we hit it off; they even joked about me joining their friend-group. After a while, the self-proclaimed ‘leader’of the group asked for my number. Innocently, I gave it to him. After making small talk with the boys for about an hour, I decided to head home. “What a cool crowd,” I thought. Shortly after arriving home, the boy–Simon–texted me and asked for my snap-chat. The conversation continued, which included his casual, light-hea
  11. Your website is super impressive! :clap:

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      healingt

      Thank you so much Michelle! It is so therapeutic! :)

  12. I am brand new here as well, and newbie to newbie, please feel free to reach out to me anytime!! :):)
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    Dear Abuser

    Stich, You are so incredibly strong! I commend you for your strength and empowerment, it is truly inspiring. I am so happy you found the words you wish you could tell your abuser, as I still have no idea what I would say, or if I will ever know. It is amazing to see your recovery. Safe hugs if okay
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