Butterflyluv

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About Butterflyluv

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    Butterflyluv
  • Birthday 03/05/1973

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  • Gender
    Female
  • Location
    North Carolina
  • Interests
    Dancing, Yoga, the beach and helping others heal.

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    Survivor

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  1. Back and feeling better than ever!

    1. NorskyCourtney

      NorskyCourtney

      Happy to hear this!! 

    2. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Good to see you again, Butterfly.  :wave:  Glad it's going well.

    3. 8888

      8888

      Glad to hear it!

  2. I want to be a source of support and when people leave I am so heartbroken...

  3. Today is my birthday and I woke up last night in pain and had a hard time sleeping. Still hoping for a good day. Hoping the pain will go away soon...

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    2. Butterflyluv

      Butterflyluv

      It did finally go away. It made my day much better. Thank you!

    3. patriciag

      patriciag

      :party: Happy belated Birthday

    4. Butterflyluv

      Butterflyluv

      Thank you Patricia! :ThankYou:

  4. There was a major trigger on the radio this morning. It was a story they were talking about. I think that's what caused the flashbacks.

  5. Today is one of those days where I just want to cry...

  6. You are so brave!
  7. I will not let them win! They will not drag me down! I am a fighter and survivor!

  8. Sitting with you. May you receive the support you need here and anywhere else.
  9. Sitting with you. Ma y receive the support you need here and anywhere else.
  10. Had pain in both my arms today. Had pain in left arm and numbness. It's usually my right at night. I could barely lift my left arm. I decided to deal with the pain fast enough to stretch it out and see if it would help and it did. This is the price I still have to pay from a****.

  11. Feeling like I am done with therapy after one visit. I am so over it right now. Don't need it. I am fine without it.

  12. Seeing the new T tomorrow. Thought about canceling several times. Just because I think I will be okay without it. Why share such a horrible truth if I can make it through on my own.

  13. I feel I am walking this healing journey alone...

    1. Azat

      Azat

      I don't have a in-person support group either. This is it.   I hope you have someone close to you who can give you real hugs in this tough times.  

    2. Butterflyluv

      Butterflyluv

      No but that's okay I guess. Some people have an idea but no one knows what it's like and people are so busy with there life they don't understand.

    3. Azat

      Azat

      This happened 30 years ago, I was 'ok', until recently. Now this is on my mind 6-10 times a day.  I don't know how much pain you are in but I do hope there is pill that we can take to erase this part of my memory.  Mine is 6/10 today, 10 being the worst.  I hope you are doing better. 

  14. So sorry this happened. It is no your fault. Safe hugs if okay
  15. This was my anger, hurt and pain turned into beauty.