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About Butterflyluv

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    North Carolina
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    Dancing, Yoga, the beach and helping others heal.

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  1. Back and feeling better than ever!

    1. NorskyCourtney


      Happy to hear this!! 

    2. MeBeMary


      Good to see you again, Butterfly.  :wave:  Glad it's going well.

    3. 8888


      Glad to hear it!

  2. I want to be a source of support and when people leave I am so heartbroken...

  3. Today is my birthday and I woke up last night in pain and had a hard time sleeping. Still hoping for a good day. Hoping the pain will go away soon...

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    2. Butterflyluv


      It did finally go away. It made my day much better. Thank you!

    3. patriciag


      :party: Happy belated Birthday

    4. Butterflyluv


      Thank you Patricia! :ThankYou:

  4. There was a major trigger on the radio this morning. It was a story they were talking about. I think that's what caused the flashbacks.

  5. Today is one of those days where I just want to cry...

  6. I will not let them win! They will not drag me down! I am a fighter and survivor!

  7. Sitting with you. May you receive the support you need here and anywhere else.
  8. Sitting with you. Ma y receive the support you need here and anywhere else.
  9. Had pain in both my arms today. Had pain in left arm and numbness. It's usually my right at night. I could barely lift my left arm. I decided to deal with the pain fast enough to stretch it out and see if it would help and it did. This is the price I still have to pay from a****.

  10. Feeling like I am done with therapy after one visit. I am so over it right now. Don't need it. I am fine without it.

  11. Seeing the new T tomorrow. Thought about canceling several times. Just because I think I will be okay without it. Why share such a horrible truth if I can make it through on my own.

  12. I feel I am walking this healing journey alone...

    1. Azat


      I don't have a in-person support group either. This is it.   I hope you have someone close to you who can give you real hugs in this tough times.  

    2. Butterflyluv


      No but that's okay I guess. Some people have an idea but no one knows what it's like and people are so busy with there life they don't understand.

    3. Azat


      This happened 30 years ago, I was 'ok', until recently. Now this is on my mind 6-10 times a day.  I don't know how much pain you are in but I do hope there is pill that we can take to erase this part of my memory.  Mine is 6/10 today, 10 being the worst.  I hope you are doing better. 

  13. So sorry this happened. It is no your fault. Safe hugs if okay
  14. This was my anger, hurt and pain turned into beauty.
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