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Panther

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  1. Panther

    powerful song for survivors

     

  2. Panther

    irt your avatar i love that i went from let it go to into the unknown within the span of a month.

    1. Finchy

      Finchy

      Hehe yup! ❤️ 

  3. Panther

    I AM THE TIME THIEF. I AM THE EAGLE BEARER. I AM THE MERMAID WHO GOT HER LEGS.

  4. Panther

    I'll be taking a slight break from here, only logging in twice a week. I've become a bit obsessive over and overly attached to this place. Love ya'll.

    1. Finchy

      Finchy

      Do what you need to, wolfennights. ❤️ It's totally ok. Take gentle care, ok? 

    2. Doll6

      Doll6

      Please look after yourself @wolfennights

  5. Panther

    You truly do absolutely amazing work on here. I always look forward to reading your responses to posts.

  6. Panther

    I've been feeling like a wild animal lately, a stray cat with a compass. Thank you for your kind words. In my 20s my favorite word was autonomy. Now in my 30s my favorite word is agency. 

  7. Panther

    I haven't been able to read or respond to your posts lately but I just wanted to let you know I love you and care about you. We don't talk much but I do think about you from time to time. I hope you have good people in your life with good food and good shelter. 💚💜💙

    1. Survivor01

      Survivor01

      Thanks for your message@wolfennights , that's really sweet. I do have those things, I'm very fortunate really. Hope you are doing okay :)

       

  8. Panther

    ❤️ (short on words but thank you for the times you responded to my posts)

    1. AngelasAshes

      AngelasAshes

      💗 absolutely

  9. Panther

    Hi, i saw that you were a mother. Would i be able to ask you for some advice?

    1. TatteredSunflower

      TatteredSunflower

      Sure! Though I will be honest - I'm a lil bit tipsy at the moment. So if you'd rather I wait til tomorrow to respond, please just tell me that. No offense taken. 

  10. Panther

    Okay Home Alone is a hella more frightening as an adult woman.

    1. Friendlylife

      Friendlylife

      hi

       

    2. Finchy

      Finchy

      I haven't watched it since I was a kid, so I don't even remember it much. I'll take your word for it though! :lol: 

  11. Panther

    Hi, how are you doing today? Did you have a good Thanksgiving?

  12. Panther

    The more I see you post the more I'm reminded of Chanel Miller and want you to meet her. :) Her memoir has been a major source of healing for me, as has been this community. The publicity and news articles make it feel so emotionless and impersonal. I couldn't pay attention to the news articles, especially since her assailant is from my hometown (technically, I've lived here ten years which is the longest I've lived in one state).

    1. Iheartcupcakes

      Iheartcupcakes

      @wolfennights That is quite a compliment. Thank you so much. I want to read her memoir when I can. 

  13. Panther

    What kinda name for a tv show is "naked and afraid"???

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    2. Iheartcupcakes

      Iheartcupcakes

      I know. I don't like it. I will never watch it. 

    3. Field8

      Field8

      Weird 😳

    4. KendraPal33

      KendraPal33

      Such a poor choice of words for a show title, but I guess that type of stuff sells. 🤷‍♀️

  14. Panther

    I just wanted to leave a nice note here. I think of you every now and then when i think of this site. How its helped me. You may not feel it right now but you are stronger than anyone who has ever hurt you. And if you are a little tadpole darting around frantically, a goldfish in a plastic bag of water getting used to the temperature of the pond water, or a caterpillar putting on its dozens of shoes, those are all okay. 💜🌺🍀

  15. Panther

    So long, bed bugs! Hope you enjoyed being burnt to a crisp in my hot car in the sun!

    1. Finchy

      Finchy

      Haha! Good riddance!

    2. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Hate those creepy crawlies! My dad's house was infected years back and I would get the bites. Oh, I hated them!  I was very lucky tho, not to transfer to my home.

      Glad you were able to kill them with the sun. ☀️

  16. Panther

    Thank you for your responses to my posts. I don't usually have the energy to respond to everyone unfortunately. I just recognized your name once or twice.

    1. feralcat

      feralcat

      No worries Wolfennights… I hope I can be helpful sometimes. I think you’re doing well with complicated, difficult stuff. You have such a good heart and so much strength 🌟💙

    2. Panther

      Panther

      💜🌸

  17. Panther

    heyo, are you feeling any better?

    1. Finchy

      Finchy

      Thanks for asking. ❤️ I'm doing vaguely better, but struggling with guilt. I'm heading off to bed soon, so I'm hoping I can just sleep and feel better tomorrow! 

  18. Panther

    I've seen you mention France a fair bit. Do you know any French?

    1. Survivor01

      Survivor01

      Hi Wolfennights, yeah, my dad was French so I know some. I'm not bilingual sadly and I'm very rusty but I understand a lot.

      Reyzl x

    2. Panther

      Panther

      That's neat. I took a year of French in high school and a year of Spanish in elementary school. I'm currently learning Japanese. Is French a trigger for you at all?

    3. Survivor01

      Survivor01

      Wow they start you early on languages! I bet Japanese is interesting. No not really triggered by French except for the odd thing my dad used to say. I learnt Spanish in high school then lived in Spain, and later taught myself Yiddish. That just erased my French - now every time I think I'm speaking French it turns out to be Spanish or Yiddish in a French accent lol!

  19. Panther

    :bubble:

    1. Finchy

      Finchy

      :lindybunnie:

    2. 8888

      8888

      :breakdance:

  20. Panther

    Anyone available to talk?

    1. feralcat

      feralcat

      🌻🌼🌻🐥🐐🦙 (wasn't around Monday pm, so sending you flowers and cute baby animals. Maybe try posting in Gathering place to talk if you'd like?)

  21. Panther

    What forum would a post about parents being functional alcoholics growing up be put under?

    1. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      I am sorry you experienced this. :(

      I believe this type topic could fit under a few different forums, depending on how you wanted to discuss it.

      1. Psychological Well-being, if it is about it effected you.
      2. Venting, if it something you need to...well vent it.
      3. Aftermath, if it really is a bit of everything.

      Sitting with you, if you like. :hug: if ok.

  22. Panther

    maybe one day I'll Learn to stop apologizing for being human.

    1. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Sitting with you. :hug:  if ok.

    2. 8888

      8888

      I need to learn this too.  :hug:from me too if wanted.

  23. Panther

    might be facing homelessness and car-lessness in December, week before finals week of my last semester of my Bachelor's.

    1. snmls

      snmls

      I'm sorry to hear this.  I hope it doesn't get to that point.

    2. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      I'm sorry this is a possibility. Sending positive thoughts for many good things to you. :hug: 

    3. Fireflies

      Fireflies

      Praying that you'll have a safe place to stay, reliable transportation and that you ace your finals!  

  24. Panther

    3 nights of hell, immortality spell

    Light up the sky, make it through the darkness

    The wind will blow, our fire will burn again

    1. Panther

      Panther

      Source is Blood Tears Dust by Lacuna Coil. Video can be really triggering, but I personally find it cathartic.

  25. Panther

    anyone available to talk or send affirming messages? i keep repeating in my head that what i went thru wasnt that bad. It's like im in denial again. I dont feel like i was ever innocent. I dont even think i know what innocence means. 

    1. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Denial is sadly common. You were hurt and that is and never will be right. You were innocent and if you don't feel it anymore, it just means it was stolen from you. :hammer:

      You never deserved this, but you deserve to heal, wolfennights.

      Sitting with you. :hug: to spare, if ok.

    2. Iheartcupcakes

      Iheartcupcakes

      You are totally innocent. Wolfen. TOTALLY. There is literally NOTHING you could do to make someone be evil. There is nothing you could do or have done to make someone hurt you. That is THEIR choice, and it is THEIR fault alone. 

      Denial is common...so is minimization. We can't say your trauma wasn't "that bad," because comparing trauma is inaccurate. Trauma is trauma is trauma. All that matters is how you feel, and all of your feelings are valid. :throb:

    3. Panther

      Panther

      @MeBeMary and @Iheartcupcakes thank you. I have since gotten back in touch with the vindication and retribution thanks to heavy metal. ❤️

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