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coffeeaddict

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  • Gender
    Female
  • Location
    California
  • Interests
    Puppies, dogs, pit bulls, kittens, mongoose, deer, ummm.... animals! Lol!

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    Survivor

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  1. coffeeaddict

    I have no idea what I am doing. . . But I keep moving forward. I hope to someday make my past something I understand and that will make me strong. 
     

    for now, I just move on and forward with my pup. I miss you Wishes. So damn much. Long live the queen and Regina 😂😂😂
     

    Please anyone even if you don’t know me if you aren’t ok call me text me message me. I’m here ❤️❤️❤️

    1. patriciag

      patriciag

      You are already strong, stronger than you think.

      Beautiful picture of your dog

       

  2. coffeeaddict

    Why is it that we all expect ourselves to be better and stronger when things get worse?!?

  3. coffeeaddict

    I still miss you ❤️wish we could have spent that last Disney day together 🥰

    1. coffeeaddict

      coffeeaddict

      I couldn’t delete all of this bc I felt it would delete all you tried to do and I guess ultimately you found your freedom. I miss you so much 💖💖💖

    2. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      :candle:

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  5. coffeeaddict

    Can it really be almost 10 years?  I think I have to delete messages to move on and it took me years to come back to let you know I have to. I won’t ever forget and I have them all but they won’t exist on AS and I know how much you needed to be seen. I’m sorry. I miss you so much 👸

    1. Field8

      Field8

      I have thought of you often Coffeeaddict. I miss Wishes too. Take safe care of yourself.

    2. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      :candle:

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  7. coffeeaddict
    I’ve been doing the same. I came here to feel comfort and realized I’m seeing sadness. I think we need to make a change. I do, anyway.
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    coffeeaddict changed their profile photo
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  10. coffeeaddict

    Popping in to say hi and let you know you are important and we appreciate you :)

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    2. coffeeaddict

      coffeeaddict

      Ok if I follow you? 

    3. BrightSide

      BrightSide

      That is exactly what it feels like! Oh it would be nice to cry and have a long tight, safe cuddle before they go. Thank you for your honesty and support in this 💛 you can always PM me too.

      And yes you can follow, I used to think it was creepy but I understand now how following allows you to support friends. :friends2:

       

    4. coffeeaddict

      coffeeaddict

      It would be so nice! I love the idea so much :)  I saw my friends and was sooo jealous, lol!

      As of now, I’m glad I can check in and be here if you are needing to vent :)

  11. coffeeaddict
    I love making jewelry some chainmaille, but mostly pendants. sewing (mostly machine now, but I hand sew, still, as well) and knitting, too. i think these hobbies are calming for the overwhelmed mind. welcome to AS!
  12. coffeeaddict

    👋 

    1. ActivistAlly

      ActivistAlly

      :hi:

    2. coffeeaddict

      coffeeaddict

      Hi friend! You’re awesome :)

  13. coffeeaddict

    May I sit here for a little while?

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    2. coffeeaddict

      coffeeaddict

      I am ok.  I have very few people in RL, so I guess I look for safe spots online to hide and try to heal.  Thank you for letting me sit here for a while!  Hope you’re safe and well!

    3. BrightSide

      BrightSide

      Me too, AS is definitely the best place to hang, feel safe and heal. Im not very social in RL either I get too much anxiety. You are welcome to hang here, Im glad of the company. I am OK too thanks for asking 🧡 B

    4. coffeeaddict

      coffeeaddict

      Yay! Thank you!

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  15. coffeeaddict

    I tend to come and go... I’ve learned that this will always be my journey. Sometimes I need to embrace my past, and sometimes I need to live my present.  If we are friends, just send me a PM so we can discuss communicating off-site.

  16. coffeeaddict

    I miss you 😘 

  17. coffeeaddict

    👋 👋

    1. orangegiraffe

      orangegiraffe

      🙋‍♀️ Hi coffeeaddict! I remember you!! 😁

    2. coffeeaddict

      coffeeaddict

      Yay!

  18. coffeeaddict

    I’m not sure if you still come to this site. I didn’t for so long that I barely know anyone. 
     

    I don’t really know you at all, but I love Claire. If you ever need a friend I’m here for you. 

    1. winterwishes

      winterwishes

      Hey @coffeeaddict nice to see you. Feel free to message me 

      xx

  19. coffeeaddict

    I finally watched the last couple of seasons. I'm literally hoping my hubby doesn't hear my sobs as I type this. I miss you. So much!  I wish I could've fixed it. I knew I couldn't, but you were there for me and honest. I wanted to bring you hope. I'm sorry I failed and I love you always 💗 

    1. fallenstar

      fallenstar

      :throb::candle:you did not fail her. it looks to me like you were a great friend to her. sending you some support, @coffeeaddict

    2. coffeeaddict

      coffeeaddict

      I tried, but I couldn’t show her how beautiful she was! Her Love was so pure and true. So innocent despite her pain. She would do anything for her friends but never seemed to truly believe that we absolutely loved her back! Thank you so much for the support !  I just miss her and her number is gone bc I broke my old phone. So I now tell her I love her here, as if AS has afterlife communication 😂 I’m silly.

  20. coffeeaddict

    I wanted to watch the last two seasons of Once, but it feels so strange to not talk to you after each episode! I miss you so much!  

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