Bluesclues

I didn't know where to put this so I'm just putting it as a status update.

I still live at home and my mom got a job offer in Dallas, Texas which is maybe 500 miles from where I live. I'm tired of my city/town not because it isn't a good place to live, I love it but I hate having to drive past where I was TW assaulted, I hate thinking that I could run into either of those assholes, I'm still angry with the teachers that I had talked to, they offered to buy me drinks this summer on my 21st, but I doubt they would even remember my birthday was this summer. I want to get away from this all. Yet I also wan to get away from my parents. It isn't healthy at home. I can't stand my father, not even knowing he's near the house/me. TW about six years ago he tried to make me kill him. We've never had a relationship. I need to get out of the house but I don't make enough money to even afford an apartment with roommates.But I love to explore and travel, I've never been to Texas and who knows I might meet someone amazing but I could also meet incredibly awful people. And what about school? Gosh. School. I can't get anywhere with the grades I have right now at my community college. That scares me. I don't know what to do.. I just need other perspectives or advice.