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  1. I’m feeling quite low and exhausted tonight

    1. BraveOne


      Safe hugs

    2. Iheartcupcakes


      So sorry, dear one. Sitting with you. 

    3. lexip


      Things are a little better I have just been battling flashbacks and nightmares on and off again this past few weeks

  2. Flashbacks keeping me awake so tired 

    1. elisand


      Hi I'm here for you.

      It might help a bit by thinking at the flashbacks "right now I am safe" "no one can do that to me right now". Safe hugs

    2. Iheartcupcakes


      I'm so sorry, Lex. Sitting with you :throb:

    3. lexip


      thank you both its been a tough few days

  3. Mentally drained right now 

    1. Free2Fly


      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      your not alone ever since the anniversary recently I've been a mental wreck each day for me has been a struggle.

      your not alone . :) 

      hope you feel better soon.

  4. Feeling very depressed this week haven’t been able to get out of bed today 

    1. 8888


      Sorry to hear this.  I'm glad you were able to get on here at least.  Sitting with you if okay.

    2. lexip


      Thanks today has been better 

  5. After a positive and productive few weeks I’m feeling depression setting in again 

    1. Iheartcupcakes


      Me, too, Lex. I am so sorry. Sitting with you friend.

    2. lexip


      Sorry you’re struggling too supporting you 

  6. Trying to hang on

    I can relate to being assaulted more than once, I am sorry for everything you have endured lexi
  7. would love to stop crying this just isn’t me 

    1. MeBeMary


      Sitting with you. :hug: if ok.

    2. lexip


      thank you - very tough day!

  8. It occurred to me today that no matter who you are, or how your story goes, no matter if you scream it from the rough tops of let is fester inside like a silent scream that grows loud as times goes on - just the knowledge of "I have been raped" just know knowledge of that hurts like hell!  

  9. Took sleep aid and was really settled for a good nights sleep- I got 3 hours!! And now I’m as awake as can be - I really hate the way my past traumas have mucked up my sleep 😩💤

  10. Christmas day was good, boxing day has sucked!! cant remember one Christmas that's been good from start to finish since before the kidnap and r - it feels like OCT thru to JAN will always be cursed.

  11. Thanks. The same to you!

  12. Merry Christmas everyone I know this can b a hard season for some too so sending out support to all that need it.

    1. josiel


      Awww...thanks lexip! Merry Christmas to you as well! :xmas1:

  13. Emdr has wiped me out 

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    2. lexip


      Really rough bouts of crying and needing lots of sleep 

    3. winterwishes


      Aww :( I feel so sad for you, I did it last year. If you need a chat just pop me a message x 

    4. lexip
  14. I can escape it apart from when I’m trying too sleep 😩

  15. Depression sucks 😫

    1. Free2Fly


      Safe hugs :hug: if okay?

      its does worlds so gloomy. :( 

    2. MeBeMary


      I couldn't agree more, lexi. Sucks big time. Hope it eases soon.  :hug: 

    3. lexip


      thank you mary!