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Selma

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About Selma

  • Birthday 03/10/1995

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  • Gender
    Female
  • Location
    Oregon
  • Interests
    Writing, poetry, reading, cooking, nature/outdoor activities.

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  • MembershipType
    Survivor

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    Applegate20@yahoo.com

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  1. A day without my demons in the  background would be heaven.... 

  2. The past two weeks have really opened my eyes. Even though I’m tired I need to keep going forward. .... 

  3. I’m alone in this. I need to accept it. 

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    2. BrightSide

      BrightSide

      I think you can feel lonely even with people around and all you need is someone who understands how you feel. I dont really know but I am willing to try.

    3. Selma

      Selma

      It’s complicated. I feel like a mess. On the verge of a breakthrough or a breakdown. 

    4. BrightSide

      BrightSide

      Im sorry your feeling so messy and so very rundown. Keep reaching out, selma. Ill sit with you for as long as you need.

  4. Having a panic attack...trying to breathe through it. 

    1. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Very sorry. They are awful. Sitting with you. :console:

    2. Selma

      Selma

      I forced myself to do some trying that triggered it. Now I’m just wondering if it was the right move😕

    3. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      I think sometimes we just test ourselves. To see if the trigger still has that affect. We hope it doesn't, but we don't know unless we make ourselves try.

      Hoping you are better today, Selma. Still sitting with you. :hug: 

  5. I feel like my mind is melting and I’m trying to fight just to keep sane. Everything I thought mattered just doesn’t seem to anymore. 

    1. Mave

      Mave

      That all sounds so overwhelming, Selma. Please keep fighting and know that I’m sitting with you, if that’s okay. You’re strong, and you can do this. You don’t have to do it alone. Let me know if there’s anything I can do to help. ❤️

    2. Selma

      Selma

      Will do mave thank you for your support ❤️

  6. Maybe it’s better if I just keep to myself and not let them in. 

  7. Today can still be good if not great. 

  8. Day by day... one foot in front of the other... it has to get better 

    1. snmls

      snmls

      One step at a time. You'll get there. 

  9. This morning is alright. My mind feels a bit more settled 

  10. Time to reboot 

  11. Stuck inside my own head is truly a punishment 

  12. I feel to weak to keep doing this

  13. I am determined to have a good day and not give into my depression or my demons. 

  14. Just stumbling through the mess completely on autopilot. 

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    2. rj1130

      rj1130

      Thank you so much that really means a lot to me. I’m still getting the hang of this site and not sure how to pm lol

    3. Selma

      Selma

      If you click on the chat bubble then hit contacts You click the persons name you want to speak with . 

    4. rj1130

      rj1130

      Oh ok I’ll try that. Thank you!

  15. Admitting to all the pain I’m undergoing is both relieving and exhausting. I didn’t even know how much I was keeping in. 

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