Unsettled

I feel the same way, so well put. It is a good thing to know your feelings. i find one of the most difficult parts of knowing the feelings is understanding why I feel something.

Hi Mandy, I have only been here a short time....welcome back

Hi Itrainor and welcome. I am so sorry you are experiencing these feelings. I feel the same way everytime I think about the r*p* I have been raped over and over in my mind thousands of times. I don't really think you are triggering yourself I think it is a long process to work though the assault and its effects. I am not the same person I used to be. There are many places that I haven't been able to go to because I know it will trigger the PTSD. I am getting a little better. It has only been 360 days since my SA. I know it will take years to heal. I think you need to give yourself tim

Kirby, I understand your pain and am sorry you feel this way. I had a bad day yesterday as well. And then totally withdrew from my best friend, my husband. I feel so bad for him that I am not the person I once was...Hang in there....

Well put. You can do it.

Hi Nikki, this is a great site to get help. I am so sorry that your mother pressured you so much. I have an uncaring mother and come from a dysfunctional family. Good to hear you are getting help. Everyone here at AS are supportive. Keep posting it will help. I am just recovering myself it has only been 10 months for me so I am still in a bit of a bad place. There are others here who are much wiser. Be true to yourself....sorry for your pain.

Hi Saige, good group of people here. You will find many answers and a good direction from all of the supportive people here....

Kate you are in a good place here. I am new since October never had the courage to post until recently. I have been in therapy for the past 8 months. I have a wonderful support system with my advocate and therapist. Very little family support...in fact none... Everyone is beautiful here. Stay true to yourself.. Tina

Welcome Beachy. Sorry for your pain. I have similar circumstances. You are not alone. Be true to yourself.

Thanks hidden heart and Lisa T. I felt so alone about my feelings until I found this site. I have a great counselor and advocate but I am currently out of state working and have not seen them for over a month!!!

You are a sick BASTARD!!!!

Well done......

Thanks Patricia I do appreciate it. I feel awkward. Sincerely......tina

Hi Lisa t, i am also new to this forum although I am not certain I belong... I am in my 50's and feel like I do not belong . Athough I have a story that I think can change many lives. hopeful