limbodante

feeling  really nervous and  anxioys  about tomorrow  what if they cant  help me   im  goin to be  left  on my own again jsut as  is tarted  open up

I guess I am missing you all my friends but I am, for the most part, avoiding forums whilst I'm in such a damaged and fragile state. Am ghosting around...

I just left the CJC and I'm nervous about how the process of investigation will be. They interviewed him and his friends and he has a lot more friends to cover for him than I do. I'm scared no ones going to believe me.

Crisis center people are on way to my place.  Maybe it's for the best since I feel so gone so lost. 

trying to find the energy to sleep but too afraid to close my eyes right now.

http://newsthump.com/2017/01/16/missing-persons-case-opened-after-sherlock-writer-vanishes-up-his-own-arse/

wow.

Loving police shows + being triggerable = bad times.

Feeling defeated, worse than ever after meeting with detectives. 

why did i tweet mark gatiss as if he would care? lol.

So I'm curious. Am I the only one who didn't realize I was raped til long after the fact? The incidents happened my freshman and beginning of sophomore year of college and I am a junior now and only truly realized what happened a couple days ago. I have dealt with PTSD-like symptoms since then and but didn't put the puzzle pieces together till after discussing it with my current boyfriend. Is there anyone else who can relate??

So I'm curious. Am I the only one who didn't realize I was raped til long after the fact? The incidents happened my freshman and beginning of sophomore year of college and I am a junior now and only truly realized what happened a couple days ago. I have dealt with PTSD-like symptoms since then and but didn't put the puzzle pieces together till after discussing it with my current boyfriend. Is there anyone else who can relate??

i have no job but seeking. i dont seek as much as others do. i havent gone to school in awhile. do i deserve healthcare?

tw for suicide on Sherlock. Coulda done with one. First outright panic attack I've had since August. Goddamn TV.

& I never once let you down, forgive me if I slip away. All that I got is lost and found I promise you that I'll come back to you one day.

Feeling unwanted and unlovable tonight... Realized today that I'm like a carton of eggs on the outside I look fine but if you take a moment open me up you'll find some of my eggs are broken and I'm really messy inside at the moment.

Is Will smith's "Hey hey" "game" remotely appropriate? :/

Is Will smith's "Hey hey" "game" remotely appropriate? :/

If you're seeing this I hope your day didn't suck *hugs*

Feel forgotten... But the cute noises from my birds are endearing

Do you wanna build a snowman ?

You know the feeling you get when you deleted something you meant to save in your inbox. Yeah, I hate that. Oh well. 

Lungs are absolutely wrecked. Doctor says it's not an infection but there are moments when I wonder whether I should be in hospital. Getting asthma attacks every time I go outside after noon when the air goes super cold. Ugh. That's why I've not been around much anyway, not much spare energy to be supportive, sorry for anyone who's been hoping to bump into me in chat. Will be back properly soon hopefully. Maybe another few days of chugging ventodisk inhalers will give my lungs the message they should shut up sometime

This is my fight song, take back my life song prove that I'm alright song!

I may not be around much the next few days I am just feelings unsettled and need to just unplug if you do see me it's because I can't ever get away from my phone

Having a really hard time... I haven't gone to work in three days and I'm trying to come to terms with my childhood being mostly lies and pretending things were okay :<