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EmptyInside

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About EmptyInside

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    Battling Onwards
  • Birthday 02/22/1988

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    Female
  • Location
    Berkshire, UK
  • Interests
    Psychology, photography, poetry and most of all... animals!

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  1. Am absolutely besides myself with pain today. Doctors are all deciding what wrong with me but won’t help me. So much pain it’s making me sick and trembly and I’ve been on the verge of a full on hyperventilating panic attack all day.

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      doctors are good at that, I'm so sorry your in pain , been the same for me I pulled a muscle in my leg and it hurts badly.

    2. EmptyInside

      EmptyInside

      I’m sorry you’ve hurt your leg my friend, I hope it heals fast!

      Im giving up and getting up now, I’ve been awake all night yet again, not great as it’s my final group therapy today. I’m going to miss everyone :( 

  2. Keep fighting onward and upward!  We will win eventually! 

    1. EmptyInside

      EmptyInside

      Thank you for your kind and very correct words, Nirvana. I know we’ll get there eventually but it sure is tough getting there.

  3. Why do we have no friends 😢

    why when we need them do they all go away? So sad! So sad...

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Hey hope your doing ok today friend :) .

    3. EmptyInside

      EmptyInside

      Hey Free :) all the better for knowing I have friends like you here. Still struggling but I’m just taking it easy today.

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Hey :blush: aww that's  really sweet of you to say.

      sorry your still struggling, taking it easy is a good idea :) 

      safe hugs :hug: if ok?

  4. Dissociation is bad. Feel so lost in time. Everything has been all distorted for months and I can’t seem to get a grip :( 

    1. Hawkgirl

      Hawkgirl

      Sitting with you @EmptyInside.  You are not alone.:candle:

    2. EmptyInside

      EmptyInside

      Thank you @Hawkgirl

      Feeling a little better today but still ‘woozy’

    3. Field8

      Field8

      Know that you are never alone. We will be here to help you anytime.

  5. :sadang:Nobody should feel so unbearably sad on their birthday...

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    2. EmptyInside

      EmptyInside

      Thank you! Happy belated birthday!!

    3. heartofamethyst

      heartofamethyst

      Thank you very much! 

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok? 

  6. I'm sorry xx

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    2. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      Sitting with you if ok 

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Hope ur okay?

    4. EmptyInside

      EmptyInside

      Did something pretty stupid on Friday night and while I've been up and about, it's taken until now (Sunday night) to come to my senses only to discover I still feel SU

  7. I wish someone could help me. I feel so unbearably bad I don't know what to do with myself...

    1. Annie7

      Annie7

      sitting with you if you like, i know the feeling all too well 

    2. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      I'm really sorry. Hugs if ok 

    3. EmptyInside

      EmptyInside

      Thank you both for your comments, it's really meant a lot to me..

  8. Hi and welcome Thank you for your introduction, I hope that you find us all a welcoming bunch and that we can follow your journey of discovery and healing.
  9. Really agitated. Can't stay still. Can't stop flashbacks. Can't cope. 

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      hope your okay &I somewhere safe.

    2. EmptyInside

      EmptyInside

      At home curled up on my bed but I can't stay still, doubt I'll sleep again tonight. I don't feel I'm in a safe place

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs & sitting with you if okay? :hug: 

  10. Feeling so overwhelmed and Sui. So.. so.. alone.. it's at times like this that I feel there is nobody I can turn to 

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    2. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      Sitting with you and safe hugs to you if ok.  

    3. fallenstar

      fallenstar

      I hope today is a better day for you. I'm sorry you feel so badly. I can relate to your feeling that people have abandoned you because you need them more now. considering what you're going through, I would not call you needy. What you're feeling is totally normal. :hug:if ok. AS is always here for you.

    4. EmptyInside

      EmptyInside

      Thank you everyone :hug:

      It was a rough night and I'm not feeling much better today. Mostly I have just lay on my bed all day staring at the wall and crying. Feel so dead inside.

  11. Typical... just what I need... a massive chest infection on a bank holiday so no Drs open. Especially as one of my main triggers is struggling to breathe....

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    2. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      I'm sorry you're not feeling well. I hope you begin to feeling better soon. :getwell:

    3. EmptyInside

      EmptyInside

      Thank you LT and Painn, your well wishes mean a lot :)

      I did feel better when I initially woke up but now I'm feeling awful again :( 

    4. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      I'm sorry dear...make sure you drink plenty of fluids and try to get some rest.  I apologize the medical part of me pops out every now and then.  Safe hugs to you 

  12. Its depressing when you realise you have someone to turn to for nearly everything but when it boils down to it and things get tough... there's nobody there for you...

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    2. EmptyInside
    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Your always welcome EI 

      :hug::hug::hug: if okay?

       

      free :butterfly: 

    4. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      I hear ya!  Here for you as well!  Safe :hug:if okay

  13. I can't bear this pain *sobs* the flashbacks just won't stop... all day... every time I close my eyes it comes rushing back. 

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if okay?

       

    3. EmptyInside

      EmptyInside

      Much appreciated as I don't feel very safe...

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      I understand, I don't feel so good today either , I keep switching off and staring into space & other triggers.

       

      hope your okay :) 

  14. Really struggling with severe anxiety at the moment. Not eating much or sleeping and my moods on a downward turn... my best friend who is like my sister is in hospital and very poorly... its serious...

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if okay?

      & sitting with you anxiety is horrible I know it all too well myself :( .

       

      here for you if you need somebody.

       

      free2fly :tealribbon: 

    2. EmptyInside

      EmptyInside

      Thank you Free2Fly, hugs much appreciated.

      My mood was already on a downwards spiral and now my anxiety is so high its kind of going downhill faster. Though on the plus side my friends CT scan was reasonably clear, they think its meningitis and have been treating her as if it is.

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :hug: 

      thats good at least they know what it is.

      feel free to message me if you need to talk or anything, I tend to be around most of the time & I will listen. :) 

       

      Still sitting with you.

       

      free2fly

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