Ayla3

Yeah, no... I mean she did ask how I was doing but I guess "reaching out" was a little strong!

I don't know what I expect, she only knows what I was willing to say and I downplayed the hell out of all of it so I don't know what I'm hoping to learn from this. I know what I emailed her but I don't remember what I told her on the phone right after and in her first email back to me she said I sounded better than the night before so...I don't know...

Sorry you didn't get the answers you were after, then again I'm not sure I could do this face to face anyway...

Oh gotcha. I mean she is reaching out though! 

Well also you can control what you say when you type when you speak you know it's all emotional and hard to get out and I've lost what I was really trying to get at but I think you understand me haha. 

Its okay. I might with the lawyer if I agree to their help or if they think they can help. 

Totally...I can overthink what to say way better when writing 🙂 Like now I'm just waiting to get a conversation going a bit before I go for it...

Well I hope they can help!