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Ayla3

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  1. Ayla3

    Sorry for being MIA, I've needed to take a step back from this place, life just got pretty complicated, I'm ok though. 

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if okay?

  2. Ayla3

    So low...

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    2. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      Sitting with you and :hug::hug::hug::hug:

    3. Ayla3

      Ayla3

      Thanks @Painnbroken, just trying to shut off my brain for the rest of the day...

    4. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      You're welcome and I understand that.  :hug:

  3. Ayla3

    I'm just done, just run-down, exhausted and tired of everything.

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs if okay?

      :hug: 

    2. Dahliaa

      Dahliaa

      :hug: Sitting with you. 

  4. Ayla3
    Welcome @just_trying I hope you find the support and safety you are looking for here, people here have been really nice and understanding. I'm glad you found this place, joined and reached out, welcome ☺️
  5. Ayla3

    My mind is racing... I'm all over the place.

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    2. Dahliaa

      Dahliaa

      Sitting with you! Safe :hug:

    3. Ayla3

      Ayla3

      Thank you both @Dahliaa and @Painnbroken!! Doing better today or maybe being sick again just helped clear my mind lol. But at least my mind is slightly more at ease...

    4. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      You're welcome glad to hear your doing better today.   :hug:

  6. Ayla3
    Welcome back then @LookingforSunshine Hope you're doing alright
  7. Ayla3

    You know how some days just start like crap and you just want to crawl right back into bed and skip it?

    1. Kris78

      Kris78

      I have been having a lot of those days lately. I am sorry you are having bad days. Sitting with you and sending safe hugs to you.

  8. Ayla3

    Feeling a bit stuck, it's like I haven't dealt with any of this in forever. Not sure where to go from here.

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    2. Dahliaa

      Dahliaa

      Sorry you're feeling this way :( Sitting with you through this.

    3. Miny

      Miny

      Hi I know what it feels like to think that you are stepping backward from your progress. Fortunately it's not the truth, it's just a feeling and it will pass. Please hold on!

      Miny.

    4. Ayla3

      Ayla3

      Thanks @Kris78 I hope you're doing alright!

      Thank you @Dahliaa, I'm alright, just overthinking probably. Hope your weekend is going well!!

      I actually feel like I've reached a bit of a no man's land really, not moving forward or backward just...just stuck @Miny but thank you for the kind words, it's appreciated. Take care! 

  9. Ayla3

    Going back to work after a few days away... dreading it. Almost trying to find excuses not to go...

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    2. Ayla3

      Ayla3

      Thanks, I've been able to use the force and keep them off my back for now :) 

    3. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      here is an invisibility cloak. the lightsaber might not be enough.

    4. Ayla3

      Ayla3

      I might use that one on my way home now or if I plan on any cat burglary tonight! Thanks!

  10. Ayla3

    Totally fried.

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    2. Ayla3

      Ayla3

      Thanks @Free2Fly I'm sorry you're going through a rough time right now. Thanks you, I'm just not really up for much talking right now, but I'll be alright :) Hope you're doing ok!

      Thank you @Dahliaa :) 

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      I am coping ish... sorry your not doing okay. :( 

    4. Ayla3

      Ayla3

      No need, I'm doing better already. Just need to relax a bit and focus on other things...

  11. Ayla3

    Attending a going away party at work later, it will be loud, it will be annoying and I will want to run away. Wish me luck and a quick getaway! 

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    2. Ayla3

      Ayla3

      Seconded! Also I'm wearing sandals so there goes that!

    3. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      Pocket riding with you if not too late.  :hug:. If you need to escape run to the nearest exit or restroom to collect yourself hon.  

    4. Ayla3

      Ayla3

      Not too late, have another 2+ hours to go until then. I might use the restroom strategy and go hide a bit if it gets too much, thanks :) 

  12. Ayla3

    Alone and throwing myself a pity party...

    1. reglois

      reglois

      :bighug:  join u

       

    2. Ayla3

      Ayla3

      thanks....we got ice cream, so we got that going for us

  13. Ayla3
    Welcome to AS, I'm pretty good with tech and it took me some time to find my way around here Take your time to look around and you got the newbie support team to help you as well. If you ever want to talk one on one my inbox is open. Take care!
  14. Ayla3
    Welcome to AS and kudos to you for reaching out, it definitely isn't an easy thing to do but you'll find very supportive people on here and help when you want or need it You're not alone.
  15. Ayla3
    Welcome @HopeLives43 I'm sorry about what you went through, this is a very supportive community.
  16. Ayla3

    One step forward, two steps backwards.

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :hug: hope your okay?

    2. limbodante

      limbodante

      Sounds like the cha cha ^_^

    3. Dahliaa

      Dahliaa

      :hug: Sitting with you.

  17. Ayla3

    Time for some rest, shutting out the outside world for a bit....

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :hug: hope your okay?

    2. Ayla3

      Ayla3

      Thanks @Ian37  those couple of hours were very needed.

      I'm alright @Free2Fly just very tired...

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Yeah sleep tight and enjoy some much needed rest :) 

  18. Ayla3

    Just love having to deal with last minute bureaucracy, why doesn't like stress sprinkled with some more stress?

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :hug:  sorry it's stressful right now it always seems reinforced with more stress sometimes.

    2. limbodante

      limbodante

      The only thing worse than bureaucracy... besides the spelling, jeez, who came up with that one, that took me like 12 seconds to type!... is last minute bureaucracy! That's a lotta sprinkles of stress... how about some whipped breathing to go with it? I hope things work out *hugs*

    3. Ayla3

      Ayla3

      Thanks @Free2Fly it's just becoming a bit much right now, something's gotta give.

      @limbodante let spellcheck be your friend! I'll settle for a slice of break or a dollop of good luck, thanks! 

  19. Ayla3

    Odd woman out at this party. Clutching my phone as if it were a life raft.... Looking forward to breathing again when I leave.

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    2. Ayla3

      Ayla3

      I'm sure once I'm out I'll feel a lot better indeed. I've been keeping on, I talked, made people laugh even but now I've reached my limit and feel like I'm shutting down... haven't said a word in probably an hour.

    3. Ayla3

      Ayla3

      Thanks! I think you're totally right. It wasn't easy but at least I won't regret not going and I avoid the guilt trip. On my way home now, not there yet but it's progress. Thanks again!! 

    4. limbodante

      limbodante

      Glad to hear you survived :)

  20. Ayla3

    Woke up, migraine still there...bring on Wednesday I guess *eyeroll*.

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    2. Ayla3

      Ayla3

      Thanks :) Then again, I haven't been very polite to the migraine so... :) 

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Well migraines don't deserve our kindness all they do is cause pain. Lol 😂 

    4. Ayla3

      Ayla3

      My thought exactly! :) 

  21. Ayla3

    Overwhelmed... impending changes are starting to feel very real...

    1. Dahliaa

      Dahliaa

      Praying for your strength during these times. Everything will turn out alright :hug: 

    2. Ayla3

      Ayla3

      Thank you @Dahliaa I'm sure you're right it's just hard to see at the moment 🙂

    3. Dahliaa

      Dahliaa

      It always is. Just take it one day at a time and don't neglect what you feel. It's okay to feel upset.

  22. Ayla3

    The day went ok...but when my dad started talking about how well I turned out and how well I was doing I felt that was a lie and kind of mentioned that what had happened wasn't a small thing and was still with me now and I kind of regret it now.

  23. Ayla3

    Kind of empty today...need to reboot...

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    2. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      I'm sorry you're empty today.  Try to relax if possible and take gentle care of yourself.  Safe :hug:if ok. 

    3. Ayla3

      Ayla3

      I'll be fine @Free2Fly, thanks :)

      Thanks @Painnbroken, I'll get to bed soon and at least try to chill a bit. Hope you're doing alright, saw your post, I'm sending you good vibes!!!

    4. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      You're welcome and thank you I will alright and thanks for the good vibes. :)

  24. Ayla3
    Hi @lena-bear and welcome to AS. Very brave of you to have made this step, you've found a very supportive community here. I think most of us think that to not talk about what happened will make it go away and sometimes it does for a while but eventually you have to face up to it, but that's not an easy feat. So welcome and I hope you find the support and help you're looking for
  25. Ayla3

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    Ayla3 replied to Solus's topic in Public: Welcome!

    Hi Solus! Welcome to AS You'll find support and helpful people here. Sorry you've struggled like that... If you want to talk, I'm around. Take care!
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