Maybe a bf for me.
Anyone I like or am close to,
I'm naive and can't breathe.
When they ask me to do something,
I do it without thought.
Whatever makes them happy,
Is all that really counts.
Pic, or a selfie,
Maybe audio or a snap.
Everytime I try to say no,
To them, it's a bunch of crap.
They say they aren't unhappy,
When I say no to them.
Yet, the look on their face,
Shows their patience cutting thin.
And just as I am,
Naive and not smart.
I say yes to everything,
That's just the way of my heart.
I can't hurt someone,
Or see them disappointed in me.
I have to be "perfect" to them,
Or I'd be a nothing to everybody.
One person cut off,
A viral mistake that spreads.
Even one hurt feeling,
Then I'm the one dead.
Cause the feeling inside,
Of hurting the person who stays.
Is a bomb of guilt and nails,
That stabs me, making me pay.
Although, I deserve punishment,
I feel that's not enough.
I can't say no to many people,
If I do, they call my bluff.
They know I can't stand against them,
They know I don't have a chance.
Hence, them taking advantage of me,
And I let them, without hesitance.
So, as you can see,
I'm very naive and not smart.
Taken advantage of by many people,
To them, it looks like I want the dart.
I'd rather be harmed and suffer,
Then someone else paying the price.
If that means I die in the end,
I guess just think of it as a sacrifice.