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LuthienTinuviel

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  1. LuthienTinuviel

    im paranoid i have esophagus cancer. my mom's pastor had it. i do sing even though i havent in awhile. thats why i dont want it. its bad enough my other condition exists. now due to what i read i might have an ulcer. an ulcer is better than other things i guess since it can be treated 

  2. LuthienTinuviel

    my dad :'( https://soundcloud.com/flutefairy/record-0008

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

       

       

  3. LuthienTinuviel

    Today I put up my bride porcelain doll, I took her down before and said I didn't want the birds to poop on her. This wasn't really the main reason

  4. LuthienTinuviel

    cannot click on my profile or others. ah well.... 

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  6. LuthienTinuviel

    I'm afraid 

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      Urges 

    2. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      Too much wanting then changed mind but never going away

    3. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      I don't want to threaten but I feel like ill have to be gone for the urges to go away

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  7. LuthienTinuviel

    *paddy 

  8. LuthienTinuviel

    not really okay. panicked and cried. i wanted ot have his children yet i pushed him away. it didn twork ptsd was just so bad... my brother in law sucks hes such and ape

    1. ria715

      ria715

      Sitting with you.

    2. patriciag

      patriciag

      :hug:

  9. LuthienTinuviel

    Dad said I didn't need anymore stuffed shells

  10. LuthienTinuviel

    i deserve to be triggered and bad memories

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      My sister played a scene from a movie that disgusts me. :'(

    2. PreciousRose

      PreciousRose

      I'm sorry that happened to you and apologize for just replying; I sometimes have triggers from sex scences myself. Sometimes its hard to watcvh tv but i have to remind myself that its not happening to me and try and stay in the present. I'm always willing to talk if you want to. I love your name because even though you might feel broken you are still beautiful. 

    3. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      thank you. you are sweet...xx

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  11. LuthienTinuviel

    Am I pure? 

  12. LuthienTinuviel

    Am I innocent? 

  13. LuthienTinuviel

    tonight was rough for me..... going to disappear from the face of the earth for awhile

    1. patriciag

      patriciag

      :hug:sitting with you ok,safe hugs

  14. LuthienTinuviel

    thinking of deleting fb. not my main one only cos it might erase my music page and pages i saved and liked. however, how can i stay off if i dont deactivate. im so confused. lonely but have trouble reaching out sick of people being selfish on there and telling me not to talk about certain things.

  15. LuthienTinuviel

    do you think its rude that i asked my teacher who had to drop me if she can quick provide me my range? i told her i get confused what things mean when i see something is an f5 i forget if i can hit that or not, etc. 

  16. LuthienTinuviel

    tw old art therapy.  

    posting this and thinking of plastering it on the real me facebook page.

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      qfzbtLX.jpg

  17. LuthienTinuviel

    Dance magic dance dance magic dance 

  18. LuthienTinuviel

    my eye is injured and im supposed to let it just heal on its own. 

    1. patriciag

      patriciag

      Sorry about your eye, hope it heals soon :getwell: 

    2. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      :wub:

  19. LuthienTinuviel

    :'( stressed out about something

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      :hug:to make things weirder i found a picture i drew and it brought things into perspective a bit more ..... i might have posted it here since its old but i still rediscovered it.... so i guess this stuff hurts but it heals to do

    2. patriciag

      patriciag

      you are right these things help, it is like we are giving it voice, getting it out, not keeping it inside.

    3. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      :hug::luck:

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  20. LuthienTinuviel

    Well.... I'm alive..... but war torn . As desolate as Chernobyl

  21. LuthienTinuviel

    i manage to hate anything i record within a few days. why do i bother.

  22. LuthienTinuviel

    thinking of you

  23. LuthienTinuviel

    is ombre still in style? is my hair too short?

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      http://i.imgur.com/r9UmpBF.jpg

      http://i.imgur.com/ZdbBhfT.jpg

      http://i.imgur.com/lOQA5Ho.jpg

  24. LuthienTinuviel

    is ombre still in style? is my hair too short?

  25. LuthienTinuviel

    still in shock. i feel so confused still in denial. its hard when this stuff happens. i feel like i wish i could have talkd to you one last time.... i always liked you. sorry for the times i was snotty or just oversensitive. i really hope you are out of pain now

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