ria715

Congratulations on graduating.  That in itself is a major accomplishment 

Thanks.  I'm sorry for the negativity.

I understand your negativity; you don't need to apologize. I graduated less than three weeks after everything that happened to me. No matter how hard I tried to be there, enjoy the moment, and cherish my huge accomplishments, I still felt horrible. He took it from me, even though I fought to get through it. I am so sorry you are experiencing it, too. I want to congratulate you also...you are going to be a PHENOMENAL doctor!

You're braver and stronger than you think Ria.  

Sitting with you. 

Thank you.

Sometimes it feels like the only alternative, but it isn't. Anger works for me as a distraction. I hope you feel a little less like giving up each day and eventually look back and know you made it. You can make it...

Thanks.  It is hard realizing that he has won on so many levels (legally).  It makes me sick that he has gotten away with it for another day, and that he is probably doing this to someone else (and potentially one of his students).  Some days, I just don't know what to do with myself.

Get a "him" shaped punching bag and bloody your knuckles on it. That's my plan...

Sorry you are struggling. if ok.

Thanks.  Appreciate it.

sitting with you if you want

Thanks, appreciate it.  I have my hearing on Friday for a permanent PFA.  I am just paranoid that he may have taped all of our sexual encounters (consensual and non-consensual) and that he will use that against me in court.  I fear that because of his background on computer programming, he would be able to edit them in such a way that it appears no assault occurred (even when it has).  He is good at what he does, and I doubt he would leave a trail if he did this... I know this sounds crazy...

Glad to hear it.  Let me know if you need anything!

Thanks. I would love to know if you get some good progress with addressing your case complaints.

One of the ways I found  some peace coming out of my messy situation was to help other people with what I learned about investigation process, and drug facilitated assault in particular. If I can help someone get better results,  or at least find some peace and closure that means a lot to me. Be well.

Thank you  Sending positive thoughts your way.