Teleah, I am so sorry that you are feeling the way you do but you are still grieving....you have people that truly understand what you are going through and are concern. Take care of yourself and know when its God's choice for you to be reunited with your beloved Hannah you will but until than she needs to in this world to continue holding on. I am hear to talk to you any time you need you are so welcome to pm me. Teleah, I understand more than you know.