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  1. nothing makes sense anymore. im afraid

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    2. BraveOne

      BraveOne

      Here for you, even if I'm in the same boat. Safe and gentle hugs if ok.

    3. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      thank you @Kmkzand @BraveOne

      im sorry @BraveOne that i havent been there for you myself. my thing is i have to open up with a couple people offline so i can be helped :(

       

    4. Hoping8

      Hoping8

      @LuthienTinuviel I’m so sorry you’re afraid.   Being scared sucks.  I’ll keep you in my thoughts, and I’m wishing you patience and strength.

  2. feel worthless and small. feel unwell physically lately

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    2. Kmkz

      Kmkz

      Hope you start to feel better soon.

    3. BraveOne

      BraveOne

      Safe:hug:for you if its ok. You are a very special person and an incredible friend sorry you feel worthless right now

    4. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      thank you. just exhausted. i recorded almost two weeks ago and gradually got bad since.

  3. i'm not doing well at all. i feel like im dying :'(

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      Am so sorry. :(  Am sitting with you!

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      i feel ya on that it too hot over here.

    3. Hawkgirl
  4. Do not call me a survivor

    i personally dont call myself victim or survivor.
  5. this weekend has had me in tears and it's not even finished or near finished

     

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    2. Ghostly Lilian

      Ghostly Lilian

      Sorry :( Sitting with you, you're not alone :console:

    3. elisand

      elisand

      here for you

      safe hugs if ok

    4. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      thank you all. so kind of yous

  6. no one will rescue me.....

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      sitting with you blt 

    3. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      thank you. i cant believe how im even taking care of myself a little bit. i kind of dont want to. its hard when you still want to keep the bad coping mechanisms but try not to.

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Your welcome , :hug: 

      i know what you mean, the bad coping mechanisms are always around when we don't want them.

      still sitting with you if ok?

  7. i feel like i dont deserve peace and safety.

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    2. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      Thank you @Hawkgirl and @ActivistAlly

      Doing badly lately 

    3. 8888

      8888

      You DO deserve peace and safety.  I wish I could send you both.

    4. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      thank you @8888

      hope you are all ok.

  8. im writing something. i plan it to be a fantasy book or even series. it is still in its infancy as far as jotting random notes or ideas. im more of a musician i guess. but i find fantasy and sci fi very musical in itself. they end up having good soundtracks.

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :hug:  sounds like a good idea.

    2. elisand

      elisand

      have you written before?

    3. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      only monologues, a couople speeches adn mostly poetry 

      do you write?

  9. It would bring me and my sister closer if she didn't lack empathy

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      safe hugs :hug: if okay?

      siblings are sometimes hard to communicate with.

  10. My little angel is gone :'( 

    1. Seagoat

      Seagoat

      So sorry to hear 😥 I've lost pet birds before who I was very close to. They are very kind and loving creatures and I know it hurts 

    2. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      @SeagoatSeagoat

      Thank you, 

      I have been taking time to let myself mourn 

  11. Worried about birb . I'm crying and my chest burns 

  12. Disgusted 

    1. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      Sitting with you if okay and very safe :hug:if ok

    2. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      :hug:@painnbroken for you too 

  13. :rain::rain:

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      It was raining here early so much rain

  14. Feeling poorly and a dread. I was fine. But now I'm not

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    2. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      Safe hugs :hug:

      I am right behind you. Spent Christmas Eve, Christmas, and Tuesday in bed myself. First day I have been up all day. 

      Hope you feel better soon. 

    3. LuthienTinuviel
    4. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      thank you all :hug:

      hope you feel bette rsoon as well

      i had bloodwork done this week.

  15. erm. my laptop freed its own space. is that normal? i hope it didnt get rid of something i dont want it to but if it found junk, fine....

    1. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      Computers are definitely a pain

  16. do you really think i wasnt going to find out? 

  17. Got on the wrong bus today. Feel sick and exhausted. 

    1. GaleH

      GaleH

      Sorry lt 

      anytime someone thinks I'm on foot with no car people treat me differently and know I'm more vulnerable 

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if okay?

  18. im in physical pain and no energy to do much. i went out for a walk yet had to check to see if anyone broke in while i was out . that is how bad my fear can be.

    1. fallenstar

      fallenstar

      Aww sorry you're feeling so poorly. I do hope both your physical pain and fear subside! :hug:

    2. LuthienTinuviel
  19. question of the day. 

    if you started watching a show and it ended up having things that were relatable to you such as sexual abuse, and someone ends up watching it with you (you cant stop them legally) woul dyou feel more triggered especially since they werent supportive?

  20. anyone hate making decisions? for anything? is it a survivor thing?

    1. snmls

      snmls

      I do.  I think it stems from my emotional abuse.  

  21. but really i wish i had someone to spend thanksgiving with. im alone, manipulated and hurt :'(

    1. snmls

      snmls

      I'm sorry you are feeling lonely this thanksgiving.  I wish we could have an AS thanksgiving.  Spending today with my family was as bad as I thought it would be.  

    2. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      Yes. My eyes burn from when I heard hurtful things . I'm sorry you feel the same :(

  22. happy thanksgiving. i  know there  are some things for us to be thankful. even if its coffee this morning, or chocolate. anything.... 

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