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LuthienTinuviel

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  1. struggling.....

    1. Finchy

      Finchy

      Sitting with you. ❤️ 

    2. Field8

      Field8

      Sitting with you 

  2. hello and welcome. i am around sometimes.
  3. four days since i finished the semester and im in a bad place....

    1. Free2Fly
    2. Finchy

      Finchy

      I'm sorry you're struggling right now. Sitting with you, if you'd like. ❤️ I hope things improve for you.

  4. What a beautiful face
    I have found in this place
    That is circling all 'round the sun
    What a beautiful dream
    That could flash on the screen
    In a blink of an eye and be gone from me
    Soft and sweet
    Let me hold it close and keep it here with me

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    2. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      its called in the aeroplane over the sea

       

    3. WendyAlone

      WendyAlone

      Thanks for sharing it ❤️ 

    4. Finchy

      Finchy

      Ah, very cool still! I love it! ❤️ 

  5. im hurting so badly right now 😢

    i hate posting my personal stuff and someone dismisses it.

    1. Finchy

      Finchy

      Oh no. :( I'm so sorry you're hurting and that you've felt dismissed. *safe hugs if you'd like* If something is going on, do your best to open up if you're comfortable doing so. We are here for you. Sending you tons of support!

    2. LuthienTinuviel
    3. WendyAlone

      WendyAlone

      I’m so sorry for the loneliness you’re experiencing. That does hurt. I really hope you’re getting more support soon! Best to you🌻 

  6. ive jsut learned that one of our staff is doing writing exercises. i am beginning to focus on any healing exercises instead of posting random stuff now. i have grown :)

     

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    2. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      ❤️ hope you dont mind me talking about you :) 

      haha. thank you. i bumped up the introduction thread but i like doing things in order :P 

    3. Capulet

      Capulet

      Not at all! ❤️  We are all in this together!!!  

    4. Finchy

      Finchy

      Yes, those exercises are awesome! I've only participated in one so far because of time...but yes! Cap is lovely, isn't she?? Congrats to you on doing some writing exercises! 

  7. i have covid right now :( and its triggered a uti and stff too....

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug:If ok?

      Get well soon.

    3. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      thank you. i dont think im doing too bad ❤️ 

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      I'm glad your not doing too bad :hug:

  8. im alive.....i guess.

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      Hi, @LuthienTinuviel - nice to see a familiar face.  Hope you are doing well. ❤️ 

  9. struggling , did my father really sexually abuse me? and why?

  10. here is an update from me. i have been reclusive and avoiding others. im depressed  but im not. really ive been apathetic. i am also going to be finishing my bachelors and a certificate at teh same time. its a lot of work and i used to want it but just so apathetic and sluggish :(

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Your welcome BLT :)

    3. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      You’re welcome Luthien. Miss you, too! 🤗 if ok. 😉😊

    4. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      thank you. and its very ok :)

  11. Now my life is worse :(

  12. im not doing well im spiraling down an d i dont know how to speak anymore. its hard. and things get stolen from my mind

    1. 8888

      8888

      Sorry to hear this.  Sitting with you and :hug:if you would like.

    2. LuthienTinuviel
  13. lost

    1. Iheartcupcakes

      Iheartcupcakes

      I am so sorry you feel that way, LuthienTinuviel. Sitting with you, if okay :throb:

    2. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      thank you. that means a lot to me actually

      i feel like im so stuck and never progressed much. i need help but afraid to even seek it anymore

    3. Iheartcupcakes

      Iheartcupcakes

      You are more than welcome. You're worth it. You know what I think? Every day you are surviving you are progressing. That is WORK. And you are doing it!

  14. my mom dreamed about my siser and other sister feuding, she needs to dream about my dad cos i thnk thats more important. to me anyways.

  15. Alone and tormented 

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    2. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      thank you.

      i just dont know if what ive been through is really sexual abuse at all. i feel so guilty

       

      <3

    3. Mave

      Mave

      You’re welcome.

      You will find the answers you seek. For what it’s worth, I’ve read through some of your previous posts, and I believe you. You are not a liar, and I hope nothing but the best for you. My inbox is always open, if you ever want to and feel comfortable talking. Sending safe hugs, if okay. 🤗 

    4. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      Hugs 

      Thank you

       

  16. i want to give up.

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      please don't give up, your stronger than that.

    3. Cayita

      Cayita

      Lu! Your life is not easy, and that is what makes you stronger every day, one day you'll get stronger enough, that you won't feel the difficulty in it. It's going to be there, it's just that is going to be easy for you to handle it.

    4. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      I hope you are doing ok? Just don't give up whatever you do! We are all here for you.  

  17. i figured out a new realisation that i am not allowed o ttrust my instincts . or were taught not to trust mine. 

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

       

  18. there are still good people left in the world

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    2. Free2Fly
    3. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      I use to not think so, but I can’t say that anymore!! Yes lady there is. :hug:

    4. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      :hug: i posted some of my story on facebook an dsomeone wsas looking after me about it. 

  19. i have been in a month long depression and nothing can help me out of it.

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    2. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      @LuthienTinuviel It could be that it really didn’t happen to her or she is in denial. Either way, the problem is hers even if she does think you’re lying. 

      I have a bad habit of reading too much into things. I am not anywhere as bad as I use to be, but I still do it from time to time. 

      You just have to find a way somehow to try not to let things get to you like this. You have to find a way to be able to tell when the problem or problems are someone else’s and not yours even when it does involve you. A person’s reactions or opinions tell their true character.

      Remember opinions are like buttholes, everyone has one. :) Hope I at least got a small laugh on that one! :supacool::hug:if ok. 

    3. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      yes. to me just cos it didnt happen to her shouldnt make it that i am lying :(

       

      :hug: thnak you. thinkin gof you. :)

    4. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      I agree! :)

      You’re welcome pretty lady! Remember that, too! You are a beautiful lady! :hug:

      Thank you, too! :wave:

  20. all i feel is worthlessness and hopelessness. im not that well. 

    1. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      Take care of yourself! You are not worthless and you’re not hopeless. You are beautiful! :hug:Safe hugs if ok. 

    2. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      thank you :hug:i spoke out about something.....that happened it went bad....

    3. Capulet

      Capulet

      :hug:

      So sorry that happened...it's always rough when it does.  Am here for you if you ever wanted to talk.  Am pretty sure it wouldn't go badly and if I can help, I'd love to try.

      I also agree you are not by any means hopeless or worthless.  You're wonderful just the way you are!  :flowers:  

  21. i dont know much about the kavanaugh issue or if the woman is lying or not but im finding more and more people who dont believe her. it is scary because i feel like they rarely do and back with the cosby case people were saying all sorts of things like why did they wait xx amount of time? they never came up with new questions. but its triggering and exhausting for me. people who dont know me on my facebook page will argue with me because they feel superior. if i didn thave my music page or pokemon go i would be rid of facebook

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    2. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      yes it is nice. i am jealous of them all the time. i always felt tainted and ugly because of it....

    3. CrimsonRegrets

      CrimsonRegrets

      Yeah i know i'm getting exhausted by it all too. I really don't understand these people that just assume she's lying. I mean yeah there is a possibility she is because it unfortunately does happen sometimes but those people are in the minority.

    4. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      this case is strange. there are more people who think tehre is evidence against this woman. and this is ok. i dont care. what i do care about is how people became so much know it alls about it and chose to hurt people they barely know :'(

  22. nothing makes sense anymore. im afraid

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    2. BraveOne

      BraveOne

      Here for you, even if I'm in the same boat. Safe and gentle hugs if ok.

    3. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      thank you @Kmkzand @BraveOne

      im sorry @BraveOne that i havent been there for you myself. my thing is i have to open up with a couple people offline so i can be helped :(

       

    4. Hoping8

      Hoping8

      @LuthienTinuviel I’m so sorry you’re afraid.   Being scared sucks.  I’ll keep you in my thoughts, and I’m wishing you patience and strength.

  23. feel worthless and small. feel unwell physically lately

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    2. Kmkz

      Kmkz

      Hope you start to feel better soon.

    3. BraveOne

      BraveOne

      Safe:hug:for you if its ok. You are a very special person and an incredible friend sorry you feel worthless right now

    4. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      thank you. just exhausted. i recorded almost two weeks ago and gradually got bad since.

  24. i'm not doing well at all. i feel like im dying :'(

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      Am so sorry. :(  Am sitting with you!

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      i feel ya on that it too hot over here.

    3. Hawkgirl
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