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  1. Now my life is worse :(

  2. im not doing well im spiraling down an d i dont know how to speak anymore. its hard. and things get stolen from my mind

    1. 8888

      8888

      Sorry to hear this.  Sitting with you and :hug:if you would like.

    2. LuthienTinuviel
  3. lost

    1. Iheartcupcakes

      Iheartcupcakes

      I am so sorry you feel that way, LuthienTinuviel. Sitting with you, if okay :throb:

    2. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      thank you. that means a lot to me actually

      i feel like im so stuck and never progressed much. i need help but afraid to even seek it anymore

    3. Iheartcupcakes

      Iheartcupcakes

      You are more than welcome. You're worth it. You know what I think? Every day you are surviving you are progressing. That is WORK. And you are doing it!

  4. my mom dreamed about my siser and other sister feuding, she needs to dream about my dad cos i thnk thats more important. to me anyways.

  5. Alone and tormented 

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    2. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      thank you.

      i just dont know if what ive been through is really sexual abuse at all. i feel so guilty

       

      <3

    3. Mave

      Mave

      You’re welcome.

      You will find the answers you seek. For what it’s worth, I’ve read through some of your previous posts, and I believe you. You are not a liar, and I hope nothing but the best for you. My inbox is always open, if you ever want to and feel comfortable talking. Sending safe hugs, if okay. 🤗 

    4. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      Hugs 

      Thank you

       

  6. i want to give up.

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      please don't give up, your stronger than that.

    3. Cayita

      Cayita

      Lu! Your life is not easy, and that is what makes you stronger every day, one day you'll get stronger enough, that you won't feel the difficulty in it. It's going to be there, it's just that is going to be easy for you to handle it.

    4. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      I hope you are doing ok? Just don't give up whatever you do! We are all here for you.  

  7. i figured out a new realisation that i am not allowed o ttrust my instincts . or were taught not to trust mine. 

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

       

  8. there are still good people left in the world

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    2. Free2Fly
    3. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      I use to not think so, but I can’t say that anymore!! Yes lady there is. :hug:

    4. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      :hug: i posted some of my story on facebook an dsomeone wsas looking after me about it. 

  9. i have been in a month long depression and nothing can help me out of it.

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    2. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      @LuthienTinuviel It could be that it really didn’t happen to her or she is in denial. Either way, the problem is hers even if she does think you’re lying. 

      I have a bad habit of reading too much into things. I am not anywhere as bad as I use to be, but I still do it from time to time. 

      You just have to find a way somehow to try not to let things get to you like this. You have to find a way to be able to tell when the problem or problems are someone else’s and not yours even when it does involve you. A person’s reactions or opinions tell their true character.

      Remember opinions are like buttholes, everyone has one. :) Hope I at least got a small laugh on that one! :supacool::hug:if ok. 

    3. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      yes. to me just cos it didnt happen to her shouldnt make it that i am lying :(

       

      :hug: thnak you. thinkin gof you. :)

    4. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      I agree! :)

      You’re welcome pretty lady! Remember that, too! You are a beautiful lady! :hug:

      Thank you, too! :wave:

  10. all i feel is worthlessness and hopelessness. im not that well. 

    1. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      Take care of yourself! You are not worthless and you’re not hopeless. You are beautiful! :hug:Safe hugs if ok. 

    2. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      thank you :hug:i spoke out about something.....that happened it went bad....

    3. Capulet

      Capulet

      :hug:

      So sorry that happened...it's always rough when it does.  Am here for you if you ever wanted to talk.  Am pretty sure it wouldn't go badly and if I can help, I'd love to try.

      I also agree you are not by any means hopeless or worthless.  You're wonderful just the way you are!  :flowers:  

  11. i dont know much about the kavanaugh issue or if the woman is lying or not but im finding more and more people who dont believe her. it is scary because i feel like they rarely do and back with the cosby case people were saying all sorts of things like why did they wait xx amount of time? they never came up with new questions. but its triggering and exhausting for me. people who dont know me on my facebook page will argue with me because they feel superior. if i didn thave my music page or pokemon go i would be rid of facebook

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    2. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      yes it is nice. i am jealous of them all the time. i always felt tainted and ugly because of it....

    3. CrimsonRegrets

      CrimsonRegrets

      Yeah i know i'm getting exhausted by it all too. I really don't understand these people that just assume she's lying. I mean yeah there is a possibility she is because it unfortunately does happen sometimes but those people are in the minority.

    4. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      this case is strange. there are more people who think tehre is evidence against this woman. and this is ok. i dont care. what i do care about is how people became so much know it alls about it and chose to hurt people they barely know :'(

  12. nothing makes sense anymore. im afraid

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    2. BraveOne

      BraveOne

      Here for you, even if I'm in the same boat. Safe and gentle hugs if ok.

    3. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      thank you @Kmkzand @BraveOne

      im sorry @BraveOne that i havent been there for you myself. my thing is i have to open up with a couple people offline so i can be helped :(

       

    4. Hoping8

      Hoping8

      @LuthienTinuviel I’m so sorry you’re afraid.   Being scared sucks.  I’ll keep you in my thoughts, and I’m wishing you patience and strength.

  13. feel worthless and small. feel unwell physically lately

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    2. Kmkz

      Kmkz

      Hope you start to feel better soon.

    3. BraveOne

      BraveOne

      Safe:hug:for you if its ok. You are a very special person and an incredible friend sorry you feel worthless right now

    4. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      thank you. just exhausted. i recorded almost two weeks ago and gradually got bad since.

  14. i'm not doing well at all. i feel like im dying :'(

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      Am so sorry. :(  Am sitting with you!

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      i feel ya on that it too hot over here.

    3. Hawkgirl
  15. i personally dont call myself victim or survivor.
  16. this weekend has had me in tears and it's not even finished or near finished

     

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    2. Ghostly Lilian

      Ghostly Lilian

      Sorry :( Sitting with you, you're not alone :console:

    3. elisand

      elisand

      here for you

      safe hugs if ok

    4. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      thank you all. so kind of yous

  17. no one will rescue me.....

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      sitting with you blt 

    3. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      thank you. i cant believe how im even taking care of myself a little bit. i kind of dont want to. its hard when you still want to keep the bad coping mechanisms but try not to.

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Your welcome , :hug: 

      i know what you mean, the bad coping mechanisms are always around when we don't want them.

      still sitting with you if ok?

  18. i feel like i dont deserve peace and safety.

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    2. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      Thank you @Hawkgirl and @ActivistAlly

      Doing badly lately 

    3. 8888

      8888

      You DO deserve peace and safety.  I wish I could send you both.

    4. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      thank you @8888

      hope you are all ok.

  19. im writing something. i plan it to be a fantasy book or even series. it is still in its infancy as far as jotting random notes or ideas. im more of a musician i guess. but i find fantasy and sci fi very musical in itself. they end up having good soundtracks.

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :hug:  sounds like a good idea.

    2. elisand

      elisand

      have you written before?

    3. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      only monologues, a couople speeches adn mostly poetry 

      do you write?

  20. It would bring me and my sister closer if she didn't lack empathy

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      safe hugs :hug: if okay?

      siblings are sometimes hard to communicate with.

  21. My little angel is gone :'( 

    1. Seagoat

      Seagoat

      So sorry to hear 😥 I've lost pet birds before who I was very close to. They are very kind and loving creatures and I know it hurts 

    2. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      @SeagoatSeagoat

      Thank you, 

      I have been taking time to let myself mourn 

  22. Worried about birb . I'm crying and my chest burns 

  23. Disgusted 

    1. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      Sitting with you if okay and very safe :hug:if ok

    2. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      :hug:@painnbroken for you too 

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