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dumbNnumb26

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    singing drawing writing sleeping eating scary movies walks outside

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  1. just don't need to be around people

  2. feeling unimportant and accountable :-(

  3. So just a little about my day today. The last few days have been rough but today was a good, lighter day. I was in a decent mood the entire day pretty much. I was waiting for the other shoe to drop. I was waiting for the good mood to stop but it didn't. I felt myself almost wanting to be in a bad mood at work because that is what I am used to but it didn't happen. I was surprised but relieved. I needed a break from the anxiety and stress. I am just happy and content
  4. Had a lighter day today..needed one of those :-)

  5. feeling hurt and incredulous

  6. dumbNnumb26

    Not Fair

    You realize that you are worth more than what was done to you. There is little greater than that i think :-)
  7. Thank you for the warm welcome. Even saying that though feels inappropriate considering what kind of site this is but the sentiment is definitely appreciated :-)
  8. Hello to whoever reads this :-) I honestly don't know what to put. I never thought I would have to even think about coming to a site like this, I hate that we are all here :-(
  9. Definitely in the obsessing stage..So I guess I was raped almost two months ago. It was around the beginning of June. A few weeks before my 26th birthday actually. I'm sorry I don't know what to put here. It feels like no one is going to read this or care. I don't know how to start or do this.

    1. ActivistAlly

      ActivistAlly

      :( I'm sorry that happened to you. Please know that you are heard and that I care. You've taken a big step just in posting what happened here. It hurts...who wouldn't hurt? Support to you...
    2. dumbNnumb26

      dumbNnumb26

      Thank you :-) It's weird. I have never been at such a loss when at my keyboard. Usually I know what I'm going to say before commenting on anything but this..it just sucks. It doesn't feel like what happened to me was rape. But everyone I have told that matters say yes. Would this be the right place (this blog I mean) to be more specific about what happened but not be graphic about it? I won't go into inappropriate detail but I need someone else to tell me that I am not overre...

    3. dumbNnumb26

      dumbNnumb26

      overreacting*

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