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Was finally brave enough to go to the bank and ask if I could have my mother removed from my checking account, but was told I couldn't remove her without her signature.  She'll never sign it. I feel so defeated.  

New here... Sup? ^^```

Today is my birthday

“Instead of saying, "I'm damaged, I'm broken, I have trust issues" say "I'm healing, I'm rediscovering myself, I'm starting over.” 
― Horacio Jones

I would have never thought it to be so difficult to turn these negatives into positive thoughts.  This is something that we all need to remember, even on our darkest days.

Share your excitement with the wrong people, and they will take you at the fucking knees.

"Only laughter can blow a colossal humbug to rags and atoms at a blast.  Against the assault of laughter nothing can stand." -Mark Twain

I love this quote, it reminds me of my husband's uncanny ability to make me laugh and dry up my tears.  I think we all need to laugh sometimes...

Trying to envision what "healing" looks like. How will it look when I reach the other side?

STRESSED

feeling like no one would care enough to know i was gone

Had a random,  out of the blue Facebook conservation with an old elementary school classmate of mine.  Never would have thought she would be someone to tell me what I really needed to hear. 

just finished my first evening back at college, sign language  really enjoyed it

 wondering  is this normal  when i have  councilling  i feel really low struggle  for few  days  then  i pick up and  feel postive then  the councillign has  come round anfeel same  is it normal or  am i just being stupid last  couple days  i picked up  i not taken the  antidepresents  either  that as  prescribed from dr  so  it not them 

im worthless :'(

Bad dreams. Bad bad bad bad bad bad bad dreams. Disturbing bad horrible unpleasant bad bad dreams. And nasal congestion.

100% exhausted today, excepting hugs lol HINT haha xx

Really am not. Looking forward to councilling really anxious nervous about going 

therapy tonight.  A little worried because I know I need to start opening up more. Not sure if I can do it

i had couple  of really good  day but since  last  night  i have  beenr eally anxious  clawing  my hand  this morngn  i was also shaking    i dont understand

therapy tonight.  A little worried because I know I need to start opening up more. Not sure if I can do it

A friend destroyed me last night. Trigger warnings aren't just wishy washy molly coddling for special little snowflakes. He just launched into an old diary entry featuring self harm and it gave me a huge anxiety attack coz I was already really tired, ready for sleep. Need to have a talk with him today about that. Much anxiety this morning for those reasons >.<

Okay so im totally a bra warrior.....

I confess that I too am a bra warrior. And sock ninja.

had  really lovley couple  of hrs at work   even if i did  make  mistake  when feeding  one of boys   we were   in mud  kitchen   and  one  of little  decided  to throw  mud over me  us  i know there  not supposed  risk  of going in there  eyes and  health safety   it  is special needs  school i been there nearly 11  months i really enjoy it  it gives me somthing to focus on to 

HEY YOU! YOU, READING THIS! You're awesome! Keep up the good work!

I try to be positive, I go out of my way to be energetic and friendly here because helping others makes me feel better myself, but tonight it's not happening. I'm so lonely in my life, I'm constantly ignored on okcupid, I'm thinking of the reason I'm here and how she has the other half of an amethyst pendant my dad gave me before he died and how wrong that feels.. I'm not teary yet but I'm feeling more fed up than I have for a long time. Something really has to give.