You....
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You were everything to me. I trusted your love
But no, you come first, and no one dare step above
You were my world. No exceptions, you were IT
Until I realized everything, you would never admit
You did things. Unspeakable, yet they pour from my soul
My innocence..what?.. you robbed me of it. Whole
You damaged me, but who was ever to know
No one could; my non reflective exterior never let it show
You had me trained, in fact, a silent monkey is what I played
Until i thought screw it and your trust I betrayed
You made me quiet, but only so so
I tried to tell someone, anyone, silly me, even 5-0
You kept me stuck. Right where I ought to be
See I never said anything, to anyone, not about you and me
You kept me thinking I was loved, but Her pain I felt
I loved my mother more than life itself
You have given me knowledge, of most things unkind
Nothing too beneficial will ever come to mind
You have made me see, who you really were
A horrible, disgusting father, and horrible husband to Her
You disgust me. Deeply you do.
I can't stand you. Now, never shall I have to
You make me sick. Literally, I wanna puke
Loving you was a joke. Really a fluke
You are nothing to me. Yet blood makes us related
The fact that you breathe no more, keeps me sedated
You are grotesque in memory, just as you were, when alive
And yet through all this, I must grow and I must thrive
You lay there now rotting away. From me this is not a complaint
For you will never hurt me again, nor my heart shall you taint
You,...soulless bastard, return from whence you came. ..
And it is absolutely no one's fault, but your own to blame.
You are dead to me. Thank goodness it's true
I guess it's about time.... Good for me and good for you
You are gone now. Not much left I wanted to say
In my mind, a father you were not, but a terrorist you will stay.
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