Jump to content
Some browsers are having difficulty with functionality. Please try an alternative browser, if this is happening to you. If you are having connectivity issues beyond this or or need assistance, email us at: aftersilence.moderators@gmail.com! ×
After Silence continuing intermittent maintenance--Click here for latest updates ×
Followers 0
  • entries
    3
  • comments
    8
  • views
    1,262

New Month Hopefully New me

Lonelygirl13

Entry posted by Lonelygirl13 ·

605 views

Followers 0

Starting on Monday I am going to therapy again. I want the girl I used to be to come back, I know she is in there somewhere. I want to be able to paint, craft and laugh again. I just want to be able to do my homework without being depressed. I just lay in bed all day and then go to class. I need to get myself together and I can't let this trauma control my life. It doesn't define me. I want to be able to do things without feeling judged or alienated. Why can't I go out and have a good time without the memory of the trauma flooding my brain? It is almost like I am a prisoner in my own mind. I am desperate for a prison break. I bought some new lipsticks to make me feel a little bit better about my appearance, It would have worked only I don't get out much. I don't have a lot of friends. I know I need to get out more and experience life like everyone else. I shouldn't let this dictate where I go, who I go with and and what I do. I need to be stronger. I need to be myself again.  

2 Comments

Recommended Comments

Survivor Amy

You just mirrored everything I feel and why I have begun logging into this support site and reached out to begin therapy again. I hope you find the peace you are looking for that you unquestionably deserve. 

Link to comment
Lonelygirl13
8 hours ago, Survivor Amy said:

You just mirrored everything I feel and why I have begun logging into this support site and reached out to begin therapy again. I hope you find the peace you are looking for that you unquestionably deserve. 

Thank you! I hope you are doing better everyday. We can get through this like the strong women we are. I wish you the best ❤️

Link to comment

Create an account or sign in to comment

You need to be a member in order to leave a comment

Create an account

Sign up for a new account in our community. It's easy!

Register a new account

Sign in

Already have an account? Sign in here.

Sign In Now
×
×
  • Create New...