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I am struggling to get my self esteem back up. After the assault I felt lost. I stayed strong and finished my first semester of college. But after telling my family what happened, the reality came crashing down. I lay in bed not doing my homework or studying for exams. I don't know who I am anymore. How did you guys get through your traumas? Please let me know what I can do to be the girl I used to be. I am here for you guys if you need anything. We can get through this together. 

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The Loneliest Girl in the World

I am still struggling. I have gotten more ok with what has happened to me. I am starting to normalize it. However, the rest of my life so far has been extremely depressing. I can't smile anymore, I don't apply makeup anymore because I can't just get myself to do it. I feel like everyone hates me or doesn't want to talk with me. I just feel sad all the time, I hate looking in the mirror because I hate the girl that looks back. Kinda like Mulan with her reflection song. I feel fat, ugly and uncomf
 

"Friends"

I have read some comments and one said to ask your friends to write nice things about you to cheer you up. That is such a good idea, however, I have "friends". People who claim we are friends and don't show any signs of being friends. I am always there for them when they need it but when I need them they are no where in sight. Some people get upset when I call them out, but they know that they aren't being the best person they can be. I would donate a kidney to them because thats the kind of per

Lonelygirl13

Lonelygirl13

 

New Month Hopefully New me

Starting on Monday I am going to therapy again. I want the girl I used to be to come back, I know she is in there somewhere. I want to be able to paint, craft and laugh again. I just want to be able to do my homework without being depressed. I just lay in bed all day and then go to class. I need to get myself together and I can't let this trauma control my life. It doesn't define me. I want to be able to do things without feeling judged or alienated. Why can't I go out and have a good time witho

Lonelygirl13

Lonelygirl13

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