Yesterday was miserable and I was miserable to be around. I blew off friends while they were over but I was uncomfortable and in pain and exhausted all day. I feel bad but I just couldn't pretend to be okay and I just needed to be left alone.

Today, I am going to focus on finishing up cleaning and organizing the house. For the first time in years I am getting things cleaned up. It's exciting. The new kitty is doing well too. Still a little nervous but starting to relax and play more. I look forward to letting her explore the house, but she's so little compared to my other two 14lb cats and has to get spayed next weekend....so will have to take things slow.

Hoping the cold weather is over. Warmer weather and a cleaned up house. Hopefully can help my mood. I see my therapist Wednesday.