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I have become a master at juggling. Court cases, friends, "recovering", school, internship, work, the list goes on and on. It feels impossible to keep them all up in the air and I know that one is going to fall taking the rest down with it. I just want to get out of this mad house and feel like myself again. It infuriates me that I did nothing wrong here and yet I am having to deal with all the fallout. thats all for now because I dont know where to go from here. (trying to) just keep swimmin
This has been the first bad dream in awhile. It's the one place where my mind seems to accept what has happened to me. It was scary and terrifying and I don't know how to stop it from happening. It has surpassed just reliving the event, or hearing his voice. It is people talking to me about it-judging me and telling me I should have been more careful-done something to stop it. I know it's just a dream but it's like getting assaulted over and over again. When will I finally start to feel li
Hi there! This is my first time on this website and I am really hoping that I can find some help here. It has been about 4 months since it happened. I still feel just as lost, confused, and hurt as I did the day it happened. I am pulling from wells of strength that I didn't know I had and i'm not sure how much longer they will last me. The pressure I feel, the lies that have been told, the hurtful things that have been said... I am tired of pretending that everything is okay-I know that I am
