This has been the first bad dream in awhile.
It's the one place where my mind seems to accept what has happened to me.
It was scary and terrifying and I don't know how to stop it from happening.
It has surpassed just reliving the event, or hearing his voice.
It is people talking to me about it-judging me and telling me I should have been more careful-done something to stop it.
I know it's just a dream but it's like getting assaulted over and over again.
When will I finally start to feel like myself?
Just keep swimming